Zero To Zanarkand

Hiatus (Starter)

2011-08-10T18:36:00.002+08:00

So I am back for now… After like for months…

But now I am keeping things short…

As starter for a comeback…

Jealousy kills, but one won’t realize and won’t give up he/she kills until he/she in opposition. Don’t understand? Then try to :) cause I ain’t going to give any explanation since there is probably none, only those who learnt, realized, and admit the silly mistake would understand probably. Now I said keeping things short, so it just ends here for now… No, just don’t think too complicated, we ain’t going into basic human rights and etcetera.

Sign off and bye.

22

2011-06-11T15:02:00.002+08:00

So I am now 22 years old, but nevertheless I really had a “special” birthday this year, in another sense… Sigh…

Well I think maybe I should get this over with soon…

Suddenly feel just lost, I forgotten how to do a good assignment? Or did I just realize UCTI modules really that bad compared APIIT SU modules?

Before this, most of us realized referencing is important as in the sense of “plagiarize” with “permission and authority”.

But now, there is more… Even in exam…

Before this, I used to know when in exam to write what I understand and to the points, and until now my average answer length for general essay question is nothing longer than 1 page or at most 1 and half pages. Now that someone told me, NOO you must write at least 3 pages each question.

Oh god… So those distinctions I got before just pure of luck? Or did the lecturer just giving easy on me because it is not Level 2 or Level 3?

So the main difference between a Computing course and Business Course… Computing course you definitely will be in the lab, and the assignments you often do not need much referencing just a few for theory, because most of the time you will be busying cracking heads (like me if not experienced enough) with the same program and testing loop, instead of Business assignments where most of the time you will be spending time finding this “CREDIBLE” references and that “TRUSTFUL” articles, and be careful… Your lecturer will tend to frighten you with the controversial “TURNITIN” plagiarism checker…

Given potential and experience, yes the Computing course assignments and things seems easier, you could finish your program within 2-3 days if it is just long enough, and the boring parts documentation came in, copy and paste and explain step by step.

Gosh… Why am I even in this stage? Guess I will grab that fella to go study automotive soon, or piloting seems not a bad idea…

And… Well Happy belated Birthday to myself… It’s about time…

What the Fuck (1)

2011-05-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

Reasons… Is that lies? Is that excuses?

Corruptions… Nepotism Bribery Fraud Embezzlement

Sleep… In the long cold chamber, thinking for lies, excuses…

Sleep… In the long cold chamber, thinking for cover-ups…

Sleep… In the long cold chamber, thinking how to deny own fault…

Wake up… From the long cold chamber, still the same old self…

Trying to control… Trying to control…

With what? Remote? Power? Lies?

Hidden and dangerous…

It shall be your greatest mistake and defeat, for over-estimating your ability… Thank you for “maybe not” underestimating me…

What’s in April 2011

2011-05-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

Contrary to previous post of Chain Reaction, here I am to sum it up a bit for the month of April.

As mentioned, last semester was a total failure and nightmare, hopefully I am still safe for the last subject which I get F+ for assignment for that particular subject.

Apart from there, finally saying goodbye to my mom’s 17 years old BMW 325i E38, to be replaced by Mercedes Benz C200 CGI… Well, the trend is unstoppable huh? Naturally aspirated engine begin to be phased out… All force induction now, all automatic or twin clutch automated manual now…

As for my own, did a little mod to my humble poor Civic with bad scratches… Fog lamp modified to 3000K HID, replaced stock horn to ultra high dB horn, and most importantly modified CAI in hoping to get improved fuel consumption, as well as better power (bonus). Still heartache to see those bad scratches though :(

In the end, just $$$… That would do to buy…

P/S: Humiliation shall not be forgotten, I will strike back ten folds when I have the chance, and power.

Chain Reaction?

2011-05-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

So I guess… I am also having my worst semester ever in APIIT/UCTI for my last semester… Attendance is poor enough… And my first ever F+ grade in assignment, now praying for the overall module can pass…

And oh ya… Tentatively all results are just Pass, except last one still pending…

Well then… KP chain reaction? Nah… Maybe just 10%… We both spending time doing different thing, maybe just I got some extra money roll in while he further seal his knowledge through repetition of same things. Guess he will be a good storage management officer next time, I will definitely hire him if I ever got the chance or if he ever will work in that industry.

Paranoid security is good ya… Too bad I can’t afford it yet…

May the Force be with you

2011-04-06T02:16:00.002+08:00

Sounds familiar? Without googling, one can tell me where it is from? No prizes anyway, and the answer not related to that of following.

So, I actually just don’t know how to start this off… Who wants to be emperor huh? Everyone? So you can expect someone everyone to do as you wish but you don’t need to change yourself to earn that?

That’s ok, fine~~ It is not like I will die instantly… No business? Oh well let it be, I don’t have the energy to go on with that with all new semesters and nonsense like above…

Knowledge and hardworking is shit… Don’t do it and you stay on top on the world…

Yea I tell you what, I am just going crazy… But don’t worry, I won’t let you all see me gone nuts in front your very eyes, nor did I will be gone case like Final Destination. Since I am all nonsense and really a Zero, worthless Zero, vanishing within mist is what best for me.

You don’t share vision with me, you don’t fit into my sky~~ Opss, the other way round, I don’t share you guys vision, I don’t fit in this world…

Losing is a definite options, winning is useless… Bully the inferior while avoid learning from superior…

想你就写信

2011-03-26T06:50:00.002+08:00

看你在摇椅上织围巾一个人在客厅
只剩下壁炉里的光影
木材在燃烧的声音

画面像离家时的风景我那年的决定
许下的愿望都很好听泪却红了眼睛

你说想哭就弹琴想起你就写信
情绪来了就不用太安静
你说爱了就确定累了就别任性
原来感觉是如此亲近

还记得院子后的风铃学燕子在飞行
我们俩长大后的憧憬珍重的话很轻

你说想哭就弹琴想起你就写信
情绪来了就不用太安静
你说爱了就确定累了就别任性
原来回忆是如此温馨
你说想哭就弹琴想起你就写信
情绪来了不用太安静
你说爱了就确定累了就别任性
原来回忆是如此温馨

你是我的OK绷

2011-03-26T06:24:00.002+08:00

*一个人的时候在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
I know I know
地球另一端有你陪我

谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
I know I know
你是我的OK绷
在每一个时候*

拿一个旧皮箱
装着我的梦想
我要开始决定旅程的方向
设计稿在桌上一叠伟大理想
当成这些卖不出去公仔的床
有天我突发奇想
把这些公仔送孤儿院的小孩
看着他们的表情
满足的那模样
看着他们快乐我也跟着饱了

离开了家乡开始我的流浪
身上只带着公仔Qpee和Guitar
它们陪着我永远不寂寞
还有还有一只大狼狗
它名叫阿福整天跟着我
在我最最难过的时候
给我温暖的眼神
肯定的微笑准备往前出发

Repeat *
一直陪着我

（杰伦）
外婆教我唱的童谣
我也从来没忘过
她说周杰伦唱的稻香她也没忘过
就算失败就算沮丧依然记得回家
伤心就抱着家人朋友好好哭一场
艳阳会晒干一切一切烦恼忧伤
服下我的疗伤歌曲良药并不苦
用耳朵用心听我唱
我的精彩故事还没说完
蝴蝶蝴蝶飞在天空挥动翅膀阿哈
它其实从前也只是只毛毛虫
阿不要灰心钱没再赚失恋再谈
只有生命不能重来
所以珍惜它的精彩
我们全都是渺小蚂蚁
却都有存在的那意义
不愿失去别失去勇气
那就创造回忆
裙擺舞動飄逸
踏出旋律涟漪的倒影

Repeat *
一直陪着我

趁太阳放慢脚步如果你想
跟上就必须要更努力
折一架音符纸飞机（音符纸飞机）
心系着未来的奇迹（未来的奇迹）
飞吧用美丽旋律来洗礼
我们在大树下的约定

Repeat *
一直陪着我

So

2011-03-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

Series of post finally reached So. Well, its been long time since last proper post, or maybe I never have proper post since day 1 this blog around :)

Firstly, the most recent 8.9 magnitude earthquake and gigantic tsunami that demolished almost whole east coast of Honshu, Japan. That include the crucial capital of Tokyo, to make matter worse is the freezing snowing weather, and now consecutive failure and explosion of nuclear reactor located at Fukujima, which spreads the radioactive horror.

Referring to scenario above, here comes 2 major kind of thoughts.

The first one, many said this is karma… This is what Japan deserves for their past brutality and cruelty during the imperialism era, such as the never forgotten incident of Nan Jing Massacre. For the USA however, none other than Pearl Harbor. And thus, we shouldn’t be kind and aid in Japan during this very dark hour for them.

The second one, what past is past… Japan already received the payback from the earthquake and tsunami. We shouldn’t burn the whole forest for one single corrupted tree.

Whatever it may be, in my opinion… Certainly this is the world, where there is unclear line between right and wrong… Karma or not, if there is this watcher God over in the sky, it is their arrangement, one shouldn’t mention like they made the judgment. A little help or prayers to them is kind of savior and light. It is worth to mention that the attitude of Japanese that maintain calmness even during these situations. Yes, indeed past is past, but past should never be forgotten, it is always a value and lesson. Remember it, not to hide something shameful such as denial of fact, like they didn’t admit they did Nan Jing Massacre, as well as Indonesian who did massacre of Chinese back in their land. Hatred, Terror, and Destruction… This is not what we wanted isn’t it?

And to Korean loser who don’t have culture to be proud of, continue your foolish act to steal others culture of thousand years, continue your trend of plastic surgery, I wonder when can your people face the world with their true face and culture.

And to neighbor North Korea, I see the fun of you backstabbing people with midnight bombing while claims that you didn’t in fact ordered so… And the whole world don’t owe you anything for your country poverty…

Secondly, the very own flash back of past experience during my gaming competition years. So there is 2 kind of spectator down there…

One will say “Why is this fella so noob yet he participate? Tak tau malu? Men-siasui-kan saja!”

Another one will say “Well at least this fella has the courage to participate and compete, for this he is one step ahead of me.”

So, kiasu-kia… You may not be worthless… But prove you are worthy by taking the first steps like others do…

“You can live in your own world, you can assume everything… But when one day you know you were wrong, admit and accept the bitter fact that you’ve been running away from fact and assume that you are on top of world while you walking towards the path of defeat.”

Yeah, enough of cases and scenarios… Ahhh, how I actually missed the feelings of big top level competition stages… Know of CELGames and WCG during secondary school era, but never thought one fine year of then I managed to enter, and managed to gain and experience what I wanted… If the game trend continues, I wonder will I still be in the first class players group now (Perhaps the weakest within first class group :D)? My good friend critics me, said that I over focus and well learnt in game, and spoiling every fun factor… Well, maybe subject to personality… Given the same level of 2 players, the one with better knowledge and micro wins. You can’t out perform a player that knows every single unit stats (Speed, HP, Turn, Damage) on same level of skills, unless god bless your opponent with a spoiled mouse click.

And stages… Jay Chou THE ERA World Tour… Can’t describe with words, only the live tells everything, to fans, to visitor, to those sore loser who denies Jay Chou… Jay Chou, I am glad that you existed, and that your music accompanied me throughout the years… As a nobody fans to you, I am more than proud to say along with many fans across the globe that I accompanied your 10 years of 1 era too, you won’t fall that easily, we will be seeing your next The Era.

Out from stages, back in reality… Indeed everything can be powerful in proper way and hand, such as blog and music… Can be used as weapon to attack, can be used as attraction… One fine element you must not miss out, classical song, EMO posts, and daily EMO Facebook status of the day. Strangely, you will realize suddenly you have many fans.

And now to even more reality, business… Everything I earned within the period finally is now to zero, used to repay debt to dad. Hope that I still survive and more business and opportunities to come… Yes, maybe I over focus on quality and not price, but I still cost leadership within same categories… Yes, maybe I am over focus on performance and handling etc etc… So I wonder whether comfort saves life, or safety (performance and handling leads to stability and safety)saves life… Who knows if I am wrong that actually boat is safer than cruiser (Yet to ask Mr.Warren)…

Ah… So I officially still nothing but a poor guy? Or even many hated? Oh ya, even Peggy Wong :D, and your fellow friends that used to talk on phone for 2 hours…

Random Gallery

2011-03-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

郭富城 - 爱你

2011-02-21T02:36:00.005+08:00

小时候我就向往舞台希望我能够站在上面
幻想着舞台灯光灿烂让世界跟我一起转动

有一天终于我已长大用汗水走出自己的路
这时候我才真正知道这一切~~只因有你

日出到日落白天到黑夜常常都醒在陌生的城市
青春与泪水来不及回顾和时间赛跑来去都匆忙

因为你的爱使我更坚强因为每个你给我光和热
掌声和鲜花欢呼和关怀我把这一切放心底

我所有努力~~为你我所有梦想~~是你
今~天~让~我~ 再说一次爱你

有一天终于我已长大用汗水走出自己的路
这时候我才真正知道这一切~~只因有你

日出到日落白天到黑夜常常都醒在陌生的城市
青春与泪水来不及回顾和时间赛跑来去都匆忙

因为你的爱使我更坚强因为每个你给我光和热
掌声和鲜花欢呼和关怀我把这一切放心底

我所有努力~~为你我所有梦想~~是你
今~天~让~我~ 再说一次爱你

因为你的爱使我更坚强因为每个你给我光和热
掌声和鲜花欢呼和关怀我把这一切放心底
因为你的爱使我更坚强因为每个你给我光和热
掌声和鲜花欢呼和关怀我把这一切放心底

Fa

2011-02-19T02:39:00.002+08:00

So, now it is Fa…

Well, many should be expecting something soon… The next should be Insight and SimpliCITY after another test drive round.

Anyway… Start off with wish list, ever greedy one…

MUGEN RR Full Set with Original Emblems + Whole Body Re-spray + Ultra Glass Coating Neo = RM4000 (3 years full warranty)

Adjustable Suspension = RM2800

Wow… That's RM6800, looks like I need to have many car mat sales to achieve that, put a simple calculation it is about 227 sets of car mat.

The next greedy one, hopefully I can hit the lottery ticket that my sister gave me so that my dreams are achieved within blink = =…

And up to college stuffs, worst semester ever… Group assignment sucks, yea it sucks to the max… Looks like I really just better working on my own… You never know when you did it on time nicely while other just oh ya? And you never know their English is just around primary school level.

Next one up is the very dramatic wet market war, the competition of “selling fish”… So who sells more fish? Never ending quarrel, never ending demand, yet never admit the mistakes… One just keep pointing at another selling more fish that one do, while actually self selling not only fish but big fish and crabs… Living in own thoughts and world is nice isn’t it? That’s why you never find another ownself…

And… Hope my car mat business will flourish… So that, even I can’t achieve my dream as above, I still can slowly use the earned money to pay debt.

Great Disappointment in New Year

2011-02-10T04:45:00.002+08:00

First of first… Can’t get Detective Conan 1-480 from Animedia… Sigh

Second… Front passenger door side got scratched like shit, tried touch up but I feel like fucking myself off for even trying so, it just look worse and noob like a trash car…

So I am better off hoping for a jackpot to in order to fund all I need to do and pay, or else hope I will have tons of mat sales…

24 Thoughts To Remember As You Go Through Life

2011-02-09T04:19:00.002+08:00

Winning isn’t everything, but wanting to win is.

You would achieve more, if you don’t mind who gets the credit.

When everything else is lost, the future remains.

Don’t fight too much or the enemy will know your art of war.

The only job you start at top is when you dig a grave.

If you don’t stand for something, you fall for everything.

If you do little things well, you’ll do big ones better.

The only thing that comes to you without effort is old age.

You won’t get a second chance to make a first impression.

Only those who do nothing made no mistakes.

Those who don’t make mistakes usually don’t make anything.

Never take a problem to your boss unless you have a solution.

If you are not failing, you are not taking enough risks.

Do not try to get rid of your bad temper by losing it.

If at first you don’t succeed, then skydiving is not for you.

There are 2 kinds of failure. Those who think and never do, and those who do and never think.

Pick battles big enough to matter, small enough to win.

All progress resulted from unpopular decision.

Change your thoughts and you change your world.

Understanding proves intelligence, not the speed of learning.

There are 2 kinds of fools in the world. Those who give advice and those who don’t take it.

The best way to kill an idea is to take it to a meeting.

Management is doing things right, leadership is doing the right things.

Friendship founded on business is always better than business founded on friendship.

Me

2011-02-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

开始觉得，很多事情怎么都行不通？

我让人放假了，放到我都无法收回了。。。另一方面，又觉得算了吧，本来就很困难的情况。。。

没有心？力不从心？不肯放点心？

看起来，好像很糟糕。。。不过，还活着。。。

没关系，找借口或许不是我的长处。。。

我不会以牙还牙，因为不应该，也因为不可以，欠太多了。。。

Re

2011-02-05T02:57:00.002+08:00

Despite the title being Re, 但是这一次会用华语。对于一直都有再读的朋友们，知道那标题的旋律了吗？

农历新年，兔年。。。看来今年对我们属蛇的还真的是不怎么好，虽然还是稍微好过属鸡的。属蛇的我们，可以说今年不管学业、工作、金钱、感情等等的都一塌糊涂。健康与交通安全方面更是非常的糟糕，真的得多加留意。特别尤其是开车，对于某些我的朋友们，好好调整一下吧。

这新年，就像个没什么两样的假期，除了有红包拿之外。。。真的是衰，新年还得做功课。

好不容易，鼓起了勇气去做一些买卖，虽然赚不多，但希望会是好的开始，生意会慢慢的变好。

有时候在想，为什么人会这样？没完没了。。。到最后，还是像 RICO 所说的，所谓的 “看法”“Perception” 就是那么多问题的根源与存在。一个四方的西瓜，对某某人来说是畸形、残缺、不自然、不好的。但那西瓜本身有的选吗？一开始就已经是被放在四方型箱子里那样的成长，或许它也根本不知道，自己原本是圆的。也或者，原本自由成长的西瓜，因为某天西方西瓜需求量高，就被逼放进四方箱子里。

人对人，有时候需要这样吗？带个有色眼镜，眼角调的高高在上的，那种我说是就是，哪一种我想你是这样就是这样的人，不可一世。或许除了“看法”以外，当一个人得到了权利以后，就会变质变性，那权利是多么的邪恶可以让人从善良维护弱小无辜的天使，慢慢变成惩罚罪恶的血天使，再慢慢地变成那嗜血的魔鬼。

周杰伦的《稻香》有那么一句“还记得你说家是唯一的城堡，随着稻香河流继续奔跑”以及“乡间的歌谣永远的依靠，回家吧，回到最初的美好”。但是像在我这去年这篇所说的，真是上有多么多的家庭做到吗？这世界这社会，难道已经只有责备、推卸责任、好孩子就是我孩子，坏孩子就不是我孩子的地步？又或者听我的话就是我孩子，不听的话就滚。。。

或许，周杰伦也有《听妈妈的话》。。。哦，你想要说那是天经地义的事。也没错，但请搞好状况。。。对于叶惠美叶妈妈来说，她有否对考不上大学的杰伦彻底失望？她有否在杰伦失败，或是大错特错的时候就只会说他的不是？今时今日的周杰伦周天王，要是他的母亲也像其他一样，他今天在哪？

当然，我写了这么多，无疑要是有某些人看了会觉得我不是，我自大自负。。。没关系，因为没有人能够自己看得到自己，就算镜面也是左右相反的。但毕竟，再坏的。。。根源，在哪？是谁？哦。。。不是你吗？

“不可能，不可能，我教我的孩子那么好，不是我的错。”

“哦，是吗？对不起。。。我没想到你反应这么大这么激动。要反省是很难的哦？要承认过错更加没勇气哦？”

“你说什么？你什么意思？”

“没什么没什么。。。自己说自己爽罢了。”

“还记得你说家是唯一的城堡，随着稻香河流继续奔跑，微微笑小时候的梦我知道；不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑，乡间的歌谣永远的依靠，回家吧回到最初的美好。”-- 周杰伦《稻香》副歌

那共鸣，父母与孩子的共鸣与了解。。。往哪儿找？失去了哪儿？

“听妈妈的话，别让她受伤，想快快长大，才能保护她；美丽的白发，幸福中发芽，天使的魔法，温暖中慈祥。”-- 周杰伦《听妈妈的话》副歌

这一刻，这一种情况，谁不要？但还是一样。。。先找回那共鸣与了解，那颗能够关怀的心。

还有。。。

“心里有志向，奋斗有力量”，每个人有自己的意义、定义、目标。

“一失足成千古恨，再回头已是百年身”，但每个人同样应该拥有第二次的机会。

不是每一场的赌局都会拿到好牌，即使是坏牌，你能做的、你应该在乎的，是如何把牌打到最好。所以，不要那么的一时就带有色眼镜看人。

“莫道人短，勿谈己长”，你曾经也是从零学起。

待续。。。

The things and calculation on gear ratios

2011-01-30T03:23:00.004+08:00

So, typically you all know gear ratios and how it affect the speed at given RPM at certain gear with respective ratio, as well as the maximum speed you can achieve on certain gear.

Add in along with the sizes of tyre, and the weight in though might affect the results, but we going to talk on stock settings.

So before we begin, every gear has own ratios (obviously), and no matter how many gear you have, you will have one Final Ratio which always will be the culprit that people complain they can’t reach the top speed as desired. A shorter (higher number) gear ratio is more powerful, that it can climb up the revs fast and thus faster acceleration, but on the other hand give up the maximum speed achievable in that gear; while on the other hand a long gear ratio is less powerful that it can’t climb up the revs as fast as a shorter ratio, but will be able to achieve higher speed on that gear.

Therefore it is why our transmission has multiple speeds aka gears that represents into gear ratio. Imagine that there is this vehicle, with only one gear… If the factory decided to put the gear ratio at 2.5 : 1, the vehicle can accelerate quite fast and can climb up a slope easily, but the maximum speed at the max RPM, lets say for example only 55KM/H. On the other hand, if the gear ratio is at exactly 1 : 1, the vehicle accelerate very slowly from standstill, and it can’t quite climb up a slope from standstill unless given a full throttle, but it can achieve a max speed at 160KM/H at maximum RPM. Note that all the figures given are examples, without taking in the tyre size and maximum RPM into play.

Below is the calculation of a stock Civic FD2 (K20Z2/6800RPM/5AT) and Civic Type R FD2R (K20A/8300RPM/6MT).

	FD2(215/45/17)		FD2R(225/40/18)
Gear	Gear Ratio	Max Speed @ Max RPM (KM/H)	Gear Ratio	Max Speed @ Max RPM (KM/H)
1st	2.651	71	3.266	60
2nd	1.516	120	2.130	95
3rd	1.081	167	1.517	134
4th	0.772	231	1.147	176
5th	0.566	310	0.921	219
6th			0.738	267
Final Ratio	4.562		5.062

To be continued…

Do

2011-01-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

So… His instinct, he believes so… That’s the truth and true color to him…

But nevertheless, none without weakness, for everyone has own strength…

As propaganda and influential as he should be…

I seriously think that somehow computer and technology literate people like him can be a good poet and author though…

“Money is not a problem, problem is no money.”
“A problem that can be settled by money is considered not a problem, only when you have no money.”

So you invest in a hybrid/turbo-diesel/TSI to save fuel? Short term or long term?
So you sell some big stuffs like lands and houses to cover expenses while you still spend another average big portion to get another house to sustain living.

So shall we do absorption costing or marginal costing?

Every month needs to pay 3000 fixed expenses, a year is of 36000 in total. On hand there is 40000 left, which covers about 13 months.

Sell ABC condo units for 30000, spend 25000 gained to buy a smaller terrace, 2000 spent on shifting and etcetera fees, left 3000 for you to pay an extra month of expenses.

Well how easy if this is the question coming out this Friday for AFI test?

I felt for her situation… But I can’t help any, or much… Yes, I telling myself to restrain any temper on her usual “never-mind” attitude… Yes, I can only help her in cleaning vehicle and only to be made dirty by her the next hour. Well, still living isn’t it? Yet, she could do better…

And… Hopefully the first step on me in business world will be successful and even leading to greater opportunities… Hope those friends in my list would be with me if there is the chance…

Another long hiatus

2011-01-24T03:45:00.002+08:00

So it is almost end of semester along with a Chinese New Year holiday in between, with assignments to hand in… Well, what needs to be done…

New comp to play around with… But then as usual, I kinda sad to put my old comp away, serving me so well, still missing that super fast boot up and shut down of E6600, other than the weird restart it’s just working very well. Well I would get beaten up by dad if I said I wanted to have both, so… Sigh… Unless I paid for it…

And for my Civic wise, after PS3 and RapidStop brake pads, here comes another try of Honda ATF Z1 Ultra… Just the first step of accelerator and the difference is obvious to blind and deaf.

And then it is… Maybe just some mental breakdown, not sure what happened to me or surroundings… Everything so wrong? Or just my thoughts and temper?

As for my very special friend, he seems to be still circling around his “presumed thoughts” aka presumptions… OR in first person view, assumptions… I wonder does that really made him the righteous person? Or maybe really made him more happy?

First post in year 2011

2011-01-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

So, did not really sense the feeling of being in a new year of 2011. Wish and hope for a better year though…

However… Things not likely to happen… Things around just as worse as before… Maybe it is me after all who creates them?

Yes, I am in debt, big debt shall I say? To my parents and to Peggy. Well, will need to try real hard to pay back all…

One thing I keep telling myself now, maybe if that’s the way for you to care me, then let it be, not that I don’t appreciate, but for me it is being an excuse for you long and long soon enough. I won’t voice out anything again for now, it’s difficult as things not in my control either.

The trip that I wished to be a good turnaround did not work out 100% either… But then still acceptable…

Freedom… Financial freedom… Yea, there is one seemingly opportunity, but I don’t have the budget to risk it either…

Maybe in the end still conclude that I suck… And that she deserves better… Full of love, caring and freedom.

2010 gone… 2011 will I witness its departure in the same old way too?

To all out there, have a happy, smooth, and prosperous year of 2011 with endless joy and fun.

Christmas 2010

2010-12-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

Well I don’t really celebrate Christmas honestly, except for that special 1 or 2 years where suddenly wished to…

But I know… It is a day of good hope for many… Well, nonetheless than a good holiday…

So Christmas Eve, Silent Night… A term, because it isn't silent really… A crazy and enjoyable night for some, can be also a sweet silent night for others.

So some ridiculous thing happened to my friend, but thank god he is alright, hope he will take note from this lesson.

And Santa… Well, my friend asked me to wish no matter how… Yea, so will see if things getting better?

Gaming

2010-12-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

As per title, this post is about gaming.

Oh hell~~~ Too bad she isn’t in KeSPA~~~

Because we don’t have MaSPA here either~~~

Oh wait… What game do you play?

What? Sorry, you are not qualified…

Well who cares your KeSPA or MaSPA… I merely can piss off someone with my gaming lol…

Wow, really? Then we welcome you… Such a rare talent…

Ok… To real thing…

So it is entertainment… I presume… I suppose…

Yea, just my problems then…

I should try back the gaming life? Or just to see if I can stand 2-3 hours straight gaming like her?

Suck Sucking Sucks

2010-12-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

This is what about me, what about things around.

Suddenly, I realized everything faded, realized I lost everything… But except I am still alive…

There goes one saying, as long as you still living and alive, you haven’t lost everything, at least still living to go on.

By any means… Really wished to escape, for this time…

By any means… Realized it isn’t any care or love but tyranny from them…

Many to say… Many to tell…

But just not in the mood to type it out…

A paved path… A walked-out path…

2010-12-16T22:56:00.002+08:00

So… Fact is fact…

But what about that fact being so factual?

Is perception over fact? Or fact over perception?

Which one will be dominant force… Which one will be controllable…

Answer anyone?

Likewise, when it is a fact being told, but a certain person with unique perception might not see it that way, and so it is not a fact to him/her.

So how do you make that someone unique to agree that it is the fact and truth, or how do that someone unique make more people to follow his thoughts and idea, without the aid of the so arguably existent mind control or psychology etc…

For science worshippers, experiments and trials will give them answer… But there are too many subject that can’t be subjected to experiments and trials likewise… And many of those are simply about the ever blurred line life and death, moral, ethics, right and wrong…

Once again, the world isn’t fair and square… Yes, so it doesn’t work that way either…

So… To the question above, one can’t think for the answer, but some get the straight answer faster than ever…

If ever there is someone there reading? Any answer to get from you?

Before I reveal any answer of mine… Let’s get back to the title itself… Supposedly a paved path is more comfortable, but so at certain costs… And don’t ever think that the costs itself only affect the individual who paved it, so do the next generation or the people that use and follow it… Or maybe should try to walk a path of your own, and then you do the same to the next generation and doing great pavement and ask them follow it at the costs of~~~~~~~~~~~

Or simply just forget it… You walked it, you experienced it, and you just keep it to yourself. No extra costs, no debt, and not to pass down any…

And what if the people who followed only half way and then walked off? So you ain’t getting what you need back…

Ouch~~~ Such a painful fact, or opsss… Is it fact? Or is it perception?

SO… Here I say, authority and power… Somehow make what we people today being such twisted at some time… “You don’t follow me, you don’t obey me, you go to hell, go to die, I will kill you, (Insert anything)…

So the opposite side, either choose to follow because of SO RIGHTFUL authority, or just go on own, give up everything and starts from zero to get everything that they wanted.

Government…

Enforcers…

Parents…

Pathetic isn’t it? Should I just follow, and enforce exactly if I have the chance to enjoy the pleasure of doing so even though I am against it?… OR shall I pay the price?

Relationship and Pre-marital pregnancy

2010-12-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

En Taro Adun, Executor… Opsss, wrong opening…

Anyway…

I think I don’t have telepathy or any psionic matters… As I am not embracing the way of Khala like the Protoss…

However, this topic is intentional yet not all, but coincide with the very hot news where controversy arises about the suicide mission conducted by the very now famous guy Alviss Kong.

Well… Some grant him the fame, the name, as their handsome Hero or Romeo or whatever…

Some or majority I think… Will say that it is utterly foolish… And this I can see it from my pal Junny Chong Kyun Yee, where I see much enlightenment in him after he spent some time back in his hometown. Yes, no matter how… It is not the end, not so easy for a life… Where many unfortunate can’t even have right from the birth…

Or is it? Right before the proper formation of life?

So about pre-marital pregnancy…

Before this, marriage and life, giving birth… What exactly is the law or rules there? How many victims… Victims, or rather I use, children to their very lovely parents, the candy in their parents’ eyes… Suddenly become forgotten rubbish, like a fallen angel, tainted with eternal darkness and void… Where is the rationale and love?

So, we are pretty much self proclaimed human with moral, ethics, religion and so on… But heck, does that all applies? One heard from very own daughter saying that she is pregnant, before marriage… And all went off to hell… So the life within is cursed? Cursed not only appointed as improper formation, but doing so his/her birth right is in jeopardy… Even granted, living under such parents that got nothing but pressure and cursed eyesight from friends and families…

For the love of god… Why is that exactly happening? Is that so true that most people let their corrupted moral and self acclaimed pride blind their eyes?

When saying so… Understand, for those who apply… I am saying that, of course there are some who are not pity-able and definitely just go on wild themselves… But, compare up… How exactly does the proportion fares?

Sentimental beings… With feelings… Isn’t that a proper education, a proper care of warmth should be carried out instead of cold-arrows, flame-cannon, and thunder storms being hurled at them? They certainly regretted and learnt the hard way…

Amani… Nakupenda We We…

It’s round? It’s straight? It’s curve?

2010-12-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

“Things never goes fair and square, because the world is oval and round.” (RICO, 2010)

How about the angle, the perspective of seeing things then?
Some see it straight, some see it strict, did someone see it strait? Opss…

Likewise, what is moral, ethics, and law?
Is the jury system really worked out and uphold justice as it meant to be?

There is simply too many perceptions, views and opinion…

Some foolish, some arrogant, and some… and some… You name it…

“Opinion is like an asshole, everyone has one.” (Anon, 2007)

And then it came to parents and child…

Filial piety… Well, maybe soon in some years ahead, you will see there is one such book titled “Filial Piety GUIDELINES”… Maybe you will be interested that this things even have GUIDELINES, that guide you step by step, what you MUST DO and MUST NOT DO. And the author behind it, urghhhh… I think many traditional minded parents probably sponsored the whole publications. Oh Shit no… Then it shouldn’t be selling at bookstore, but given free…

And then it came to politics restricting freedom…

Oh hell… We have our Internet speed capped, with a very sound policy named “Fair Usage Policy”, and soon maybe all the “insulting” social network banned as claimed by our very “Nationalism, Patriotism, Islamism and most importantly, ARM-NoRRRRRRR-ism leader, situated somewhere within the border of the north, a place named Perlis.

And then it came to another interesting part, relationship and pre-marital pregnancy…

(To be continued)…

December 2010

2010-12-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

So it is already the final month of the year 2010…

What a disastrous year… Predicted? Changing? Or any reason you could think of…

So not really going to tell something, but just a prologue…

Start with…
Whatever… Anything… Fine…

End with…
Sigh…

Something about everything

2010-11-26T00:31:00.002+08:00

Time…

It’s slow when suffering… Fast when enjoying…

Funds…

Seems enough but never quite near adequate…

Stress…

Anytime, anywhere, anything…

Dreams…

Never should be restricted, it costs you nothing but some unconscious time.

Propaganda…

It shows how people can be affected, ironically most of the time when the information is false.

Ideology…

A good way to start war… With all assumptions to make one self happy.

I think I crap a bit…

It is still long, long way… To my life, to my desired life, lifestyle…

To be cared and loved… Exactly as in heart and mind…

I dare not ask much, nor to comment for changes always…

Because I know, it might hurt the others… But I can’t stand sometimes…

Questioning the norm… It costs, but it depends how it will pay off in the end…

Sometimes I feel it worked out nicely, but sometimes I feel the resistance, as if there is resilient armor.

Yes, the odds may not be on my side, but I don’t quite get how to explain what’s in me.

Maybe if the one willing to hear…

“He who commands the past, controls the future; He who commands the future, conquers the past.” – Kane

Keep forwarding, forgot the past please… I will see your defeat… Will see when the Guardian Angel expires…

Maybe under these kind of conditions, soon my fantasy will be all gone…

Why?

2010-11-25T16:56:00.002+08:00

Things not in control.

Things out of expectation.

Is it just me or?

Curses… Curses…

Everything just oppose…

Including that of very loved.

It is not broken into pieces, yet…

Yet, feeling the pain and fragile.

Remember?

When one goes rogue and evil

2010-11-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

The truth is, there is this nature in everyone…

Just how possible it is to be revealed…

I suddenly feel the joy and pleasure, to see those intended to suffer…

It is just so nice… To win as always… But to win utmost with dirty tricks, that crushes them beneath the stone, beyond resurrection.

I know, one can calm me… But the one as always is the one that started, always not going to calm me…

Bleed… Bleed in the heart… No, but bleed from the throat for real, I wonder how did that damage my throat?

She says I am over manipulating… Yes, so true… But so do the reasoning behind…

Mind, is really one strong powerful weapon yet a strong fortification…

The Dream The Fantasy The Reality

2010-11-21T04:33:00.002+08:00

Dreams can be beautiful.

Fantasies can be wild.

Yet reality can totally oppose you.

Fact and reality… Looks same but not so same…

Maybe put in such a way, the fact is you didn’t do something, but the other person assume that the reality is that you did, for the reasons they like.

So… Sorry, back to business… Maybe here I wasn’t really updating anything, or maybe it is… Whichever way you all reading out there felt, then it will be…

Maybe I really ought to pursue wild fantasies… But not really much anymore after this, I should have learned not to sway away from my base principals. Dreams… Fantasies… Maybe forever just on my own… I shouldn’t try much on real life…

Sigh… Yes, I am sad? I am down? Hmmmm, maybe not all but somehow… Maybe I shouldn’t but somehow I feel I will and currently is and like a CVT constantly changing… In deep questioning myself, and the surroundings of me and her.

Maybe for one time, I really made a crazy movement to UCTI as quoted by my friend Tzmin…

And it is not that I don’t know how to care… But maybe, I should just sit down and have a talk, straight enough… Or maybe just whack myself to deep thoughts again…

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Oldies & Classical

2010-11-13T00:47:00.002+08:00

It is during MCV class, abbreviation for Managing Customer Value…

The lecturer says, of our generation… We are still more sane compared to current latest generation…

Yes, we live in this modern time too… But asked us, what music what movie do we like?

Aerosmith, Michael Jackson, Eagles, Aaron Kwok, Jacky Cheung and so on…

Movie wise… Armageddon, The Godfather and etcetera…

The lecturer was glad nobody said Lady GaGa and Justin Bieber (urgghhh)…

And now around me…

It seems true except some few people who don’t…

What surprising is Khai Phin… But then well I guess he still knew much of those motivational one…

Not that I am really that older than them, just maybe opportunity… Other than opportunity, “not seeing is believing” attitude for them…

Well… Everyone is limited either…

Fuck My Life

2010-11-13T00:43:00.002+08:00

So…

It feels so good to be in power and in control of everything…

Whether authority bodies, parents, and any position…

Now I guess I know why one desires for power…

Why there is war…

Why there is 爸，我回来了 song…

No, it is extremely deadly and un-filial for me to swear sweet pay back…

But somehow anyhow… I will do it in other nice way…

符爸，一路好走

2010-11-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

不知道，为什么都会这么突然……

符爸，一路好走……

您的善心，耐心……

你和符妈照顾我的日子……

永不忘……

谢谢您，符爸……

安息吧……

2010-11-07T03:53:00.002+08:00

Cause a thousand words, called out through the ages

They’ll fly to you, even though I can’t see

I know they’re reaching you, suspended on silver wings

Over thousand words, one thousand embraces

They’ll cradle you, making all of your weary days seem far away

They’ll hold you forever

Over thousand words, have never been spoken

They’ll fly to you, they’ll carry you home

And back into my arms, suspended on silver wings

Over thousand words, called out through the ages

They’ll cradle you, making all of your lonely years to only days

They’ll hold you forever

So enough of that first, why there is time where I am so powerless again…

So many going through, but I just don’t know how to tell, or where to start…

So did I just lost myself?

So being unable to tell story, for a few times… It felt just not that good…

2010-11-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

So… Calm before the storm…

After rainbow, there this darkness fog of evil comes…

After benediction, there comes howl of terror…

Blasphemous… Just like a Warlock that focuses on Light and not Destruction, just like a Wizard that have no knowledge.

Blasphemous… Sacrilege…

Beatrice: Isabel, ma’am Fiona insisted you do not see Nicolai so often, she said she didn’t see you practice much Light Magic in the palace recently.

Isabel: But why? I hate practicing Light Magic… I prefer Dark Magic… Opsss, I mean I prefer physical skills, like drifting…

Beatrice: Don’t ask me… I didn’t do anything to make her say so… And I am not creepy at all, hehehe.

Isabel: Well then, hmmm… I just went Irollan that day with Nicolai, and now so fast back in Talonguard. Well, maybe I should either… Curse that bad, ignorant Nicolai…

Nicolai: Sigh…

2010-10-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

So heart and mind…

Is somehow the key to everything…

The greatest motivation, from there…

The greatest excuses and obstacles, also from there…

Time… Is the excuses for many…

Perception… Is the obstacles for many…

Learn, analyze, understanding… The motivation for many…

Plan, prepare, risk and precaution probability analysis… The root of success, or at least won’t get you anywhere bad…

But

Pity isn’t it?

The first two easily overcome the latter two…

Easy to demolish, but hard to build…

Sigh…

Why judge me so?

I am just normal…

It is not too difficult to understand and learn…

Not really need rocket-science as pre-requisite to understand…

Master of Mind

2010-10-29T20:03:00.002+08:00

Master of Mind – Grants mass effect to Slow and Confusion spells.

Opss… Too much Heroes of Might and Magic 5… Too much Dark Magic…

Well… It is me… But not someone else, that didn’t even touch HOMM5 before…

Still… There is this title, to take the direct meaning…

Master of Mind is just this, but Mastermind is something that should fear…

So Academy principal, knowledge, preparations, precautions leads to flawless victory…

But not this time on such thing… Because enemy has acquired the anti-preparations, anti-precautions, and anti-knowledge skills… And most importantly, Temper Armageddon spells, where damage and spell-power depends on mood, and it negates any magic resistance, only a certain specific hero can learn this spell.

I am not a Titan, just a Gremlin…

感觉能压抑……眼泪能忍住……心痛能撑着……心碎能痊愈吗？

2010-10-29T17:35:00.002+08:00

终于，到了这一天，虽然不是什么大日子，但算是期盼的。

但是，和往常一样，老天总跟我开玩笑。

在这之前，我必需说，计划赶不上变化，特别尤其是别人心情、心灵上的变化。

无可避免的。。。

有时候，可能我想得太完美。

有时候，可能会说我自私。

但有时候，可能不是我介意什么的，而是。。。

也有时候，她人的确聪明绝顶。

时间啊。。。时间啊。。。

你让她忘了什么呢？你也让我忘了什么呢？

想回到过去看看？看看我们最初的美好？看看最原始的美丽？

没有了雨，雨刷还是不停左右……没有地球，太阳还是会绕

我很多时候，只敢在这里言语。。。

因为，有时候面对面太难了。。。

也因为，我不是周杰伦。。。我不会加点旋律来骂人。。。

“我不可能让所有人都喜欢我，人家要怎么看我我也没办法，因为我不是神。”-周杰伦

我知道有时候你控制不了脾气，没关系。。。但一些东西分清楚。

最后，标题只是标题，不是废话，只是与内容无关。

怎么了

2010-10-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

情绪、心情……

啊…… 可不可以……

为什么……

这到底是怎么了……

是你？是我？

是我们……

不要这样……

可以好一点吗？

爱错

2010-10-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

北風毫不留情把葉子吹落
脆弱的她選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息風才感覺寂寞
整個冬天北風的痛沒人能說

*我從來沒想過我會這樣做
從來沒愛過所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯卻不能重來過*

翻開回憶角落完美的生活
以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初那個故事背後
Oh 原來是我犯下從沒承認的錯

Repeat *

在這少了你的世界
Oh 找不回那些感覺
其實我不想道別 (道別)
那些過去

(我從來沒想過我會這樣做)
(從來沒愛過所以愛錯) 從來沒有愛過那麼認真
(我從哪裡起飛) 從哪裡
(從哪裡降落) 降落 Oh~
(多少不能原諒的錯卻不能重來過)

(我從來沒想過我會這樣做)
(從來沒愛過) 愛過 (所以愛錯) 所以愛錯
(我從哪裡起飛) 愛錯愛錯愛錯 Baby
(多少不能原諒的錯) Oh 請你原諒我的愛錯

Again and Against

2010-10-22T02:27:00.002+08:00

Again…

There is nothing you really want to shout and whine about…

When you know actually you are alone…

When you know that everything around you is going against you…

When you know even the whole world is going against you…

Against…

There is nothing you can do about it…

Because this is the cruelty…

Because this is realistic…

Because this is how different people can treat each other…

Remember today how you treated me…

Although I might be useless as you said…

But don’t ever let me having the day in succeeding…

Definitely I will treat you back kind enough… more than kind enough…

As if there is no law, there is no ethics and moral.

Because what you said and did today definitely out of those categories either…

Temper… Temperament… Temperature…

So you having much nowadays huh?

I am so negligible in you… Sad to hear if that’s true.

Idiot

2010-10-21T01:10:00.002+08:00

So… I am finding trouble myself…

AKA “High Blood Pressure” mentally…

Sigh…

Now I somewhat understand… His pain…

No… I am not till the extent of saying FML yet…

But just… WTF, why am I so idiot to even try to make a point…

But I still would…

Allegiance and Conflict

2010-10-20T00:43:00.002+08:00

“Conflict of interest? No… I have interest in conflict.”- GDI Captain Nick Parker (Havoc)

Ermmm so… Just a quote for opening by the way… So actually I quite moody maybe, or maybe not for this…

Let’s get it started… Conflicts, not cornflakes…

For cornflakes, you take it because you just want it for breakfast or anything else you could say…

For conflicts, for god sake it happens just to show how one side is brainless and pointless in an argument? No no… These few days, maybe just got some in mind…

Her interest… My interest… Interesting, not? But then… I have been trying hard to ask myself to shut up and stop commenting… And also, stop asking something…

But I can’t really just see her going like that… Going into the inferno, the devil’s pit, the ever fiery core of Sheogh.

And on the other side, he insists Law and Order, instead of Good and Mercy, but the Light seems going sway… But then there is certain similarities between us.

Honestly… Am I that worthless and bad?

But still appreciate what you gave…

“Choose your allegiance, the noble House of Atreides, the insidious House of Ordos, or the evil House of Harkonnen.”- EVA

So ahem… Allegiance, or side…

Maybe just on different allegiance, or maybe same but different sub-faction…

But eventually hope it will be united under the same flag…

Hopefully you won’t be the one I left out, the House of Emperor Sardaukar.

Pack all in one

2010-10-18T03:03:00.002+08:00

So it is some anniversary…
I can’t tell how much I appreciated it, probably.
But really glad that you are with me all times.

And so it is changes coming, back to degree level 2 again…
Yes again, for me probably…
Where some of my friends probably busy laughing…
Back to boring place, boring class again.

And so it is worries…
Can’t really care so much and know everything as I wanted to…
And all those happenings that I don’t know and won’t know in the workplace…

Well… At least I said what I can to you… But seems you really wished to continue and go on, I guess I have no choice but to accept and see either… Such company such policy, super ridiculous policy I said, and with such job scope. Sometimes really hoped you could understand earlier so you won’t go too far and deep, although it would be wise to just wish you good luck though, but I know I still wish you could came out of it as oppose of going on.

Sigh, why do the hard time always seems so long, and it has no guarantee that easy time coming after that.

Still same… Let the time brings me to the day of succeed… Everyone hopes…

Sigh

2010-10-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

Hmmm…

A good planning yields success…

BUT

Maybe not on me for this time? Or every time?

A plan appears to be so good and nice in the afternoon, end up in ruins in the night. So who actually bombarded that plan to ruins? Me? You? Or brains?

Sigh… For the moment, I maybe actually brainless based on the point given by someone… But that point just not within the concern for me, but for someone…

Sigh… For the moment, everyday a busy day for someone, and where I think a better free day is never there, it always has something to block my plan in the end where in the planning stages it actually sounds nice.

Sigh… For the moment, I wish to cry and fly.

Sigh… For the moment, even the last weekend of my holiday will be bad again?

Sigh… For the moment, why god you just can’t give me a good whole day with someone.

Although not really wanted to say this… But for a moment again, FML this time. Frustrated every time like this… Looks like I need to get REAL USED TO IT.

Not during the busy… Not during the free time… Ermmm, so?…

Butthurt? Good Move? Proton Inspira?

2010-10-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

So from the title… You guessed it… It is about the Proton Waja upcoming replacement model…

Butthurt, may refer to those proud Mitsubishi Lancer variant owners…

As the Waja replacement model will be using exactly what the Lancer is, except with some necessary tweaks like badge changes, and a new front bumper to further differentiate it.

It is called Proton Inspira by the way according to sources, and it comes with 3 variants currently, with 2 engine options.

It is known that both are from Global Engine Manufacturing Alliance (GEMA), means engine co-developed between alliances of Mitsubishi, Hyundai, Chrysler. The 2.0 litre version pretty obviously to be 4B11 which the current Lancer is using, while the engine for 1.8 litre will be 4B10, with tentative power output is known.

1.8 Litre (143PS/177Nm)

5 Speed MT – RM79,999
CVT – RM86,999

2.0 Litre (155PS/199Nm)

CVT with Paddle Shift – RM93,999

Soft launch expected on 15 October 2010, with the official name will be up and booking starts the same on the day itself, with booking fees being RM1000. The official launch will be during 10 November 2010. Early bird bookings will also receive special 2 years free service and maintenance.

The first batch of the delivery will have all imported parts, as Proton will need time to locally source the parts to bring down the costs (ahem, will they even with local parts?), and a lot more customization to future batch such as the missing “teh-tarik hook” that Malaysian so like even on the driver side.

However no more 18 inches alloy like the Lancer GT, which would actually be a good move since the Lancer GT actually felt sluggish on initial pick up with the CVT on 18 inches alloy. Proton actually fitted in 16 inches alloy wrapped with Continental CC5 tyre.

And oh… Before the end, not to forget the re-designed suspension, Lotus Ride and Handling that make it far better than stock Lancer, although some sources from Paultan indicates otherwise, but I am pretty sure it is due to the 18 inches and the Advans from Yokohama that helped the Lancer to feel superior.

Well… The 5MT options appears to be nice though, sadly not the 2 Litre version.

Hundred to Zero : To the ground

2010-10-08T02:31:00.002+08:00

All in a normal day with sunrise and sunset…

Everything is not in keep anymore…

Maybe I didn’t realize…

But this is how everything lost control…

Blasted back to the ground… Ground Zero

Luckily not by nuke… But nearly nuke, maybe in near future…

Keep it in dream now I should… At least…

I can’t forget that… That is how I like, from you…

I probably really will try not to say anymore…

Only hoping even sweet dream, won’t forever be dreams, but reality one day…

Prologue to post

2010-10-07T14:39:00.002+08:00

A prologue…

To what is in the upcoming act…

Though the act not confirmed to be up or not…

I am still in the balancing stage…

To start this with…

For time being, I reckon myself to be the a very blasted idiot…

Listen, analyze, telling… Only works on others?

Instead of saying so… I say my skills actually sucks…

While talking can’t do… How bout text and words?

Nah… Looks like I failed my grammar and wordings either…

But to be fair and balance…

Other than saying so…

Ignore… And the words “Don’t know” is actually the ultimate skills and answer to everything, that I never realize. How good if I can use that in exam…

And to be real fair…

Maybe again, I should re-shuffle my mind…

And finally take a pen, draw a line…

What you like, what you can, what you don’t like, what you cannot… And vice versa on me…

AND FOR THE VERY FEW TIME THAT I WOULD DO

The true meaning I want to tell…

Is that too difficult? Is that what you mind and struggle much?

Something for nothing

2010-10-03T02:05:00.002+08:00

The music and orchestra starts the hymn…

Bringing up the melody and beats along with the rhythm and rhyme…

Within the walls of the Silver Cities…

The arcane golden belt, the clouds…

Floating high in the sky…

The knowledge, the power, the explanation…

And the proud and grand cloud temple stands high before me…

Who am I?

I am just me… For you and for me…

Don’t think me that bad either…

Explain, preach… Doesn’t work…

“It is up to someone to decide if they have or utilize their wisdom or heart to learn, understand, and master. And it is definitely up to someone to decide if they want to share their wisdom by mentoring others.

No lies…

A true beating heart…

That will bleed and broken upon hurt…

DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO You ♥ Me…

If that is the destiny…

I have learn it… So you have to…

Don’t unhappy…

Don’t angry…

Just tell me… As I will tell you…

“Listen to my story, this maybe our last chance.”

“This is my story, this is our story.”

“If we ever get separated, don’t worry, just whistle, I will come running, I promise.”

Fault

2010-10-02T06:32:00.002+08:00

Maybe it is my fault to say so.

But maybe I just telling…

So to hope you could understand somehow…

I am clear, I am still being considerate…

I don’t want to be such bad one in your mind…

That’s why I choose to speak out still, though worrying…

If there are secrets, let it be none to us…

I don’t like it to be the seed of destruction…

I care…

I knew you have dissatisfactory in me…

I don’t know if I do good enough…

But if because that reason ruined me, that’s still me…

I liked and enjoyed…

When you being sweet…

And just we ourselves…

I didn’t regret…

I do what I can…

I hope you felt it…

I Miss You

I ♥ You

I Want You

Michelin Pilot Sport 3 Test Drive Review

2010-10-02T06:24:00.002+08:00

As per title, courtesy of Khai Phin on his 4A-GE powered Corolla AE101.

So… For such a price, such rated Ultra High Performance (UHP) graded tyre, I have to say it is superb and it deserves the name.

Although the testing is short, but at least I made some daring moves which I normally don’t do on my Pilot Preceda.

The traction, the grip on dry nothing to complain in fact grip like hell, the confidence remains throughout the corner at around 80-90 KM/H. The noise level, although reduced significantly but as usual, not top class but usually those that silent will have to compromise a little bit.

No chance to test any wet grip, but do run over some piles of water and turned at the very end of the corner, still maintained well.

Now come to the question of 195/50/R15… I wonder how it works 215/45/R17?

After all… Good price, good buy, good change… Kudos

End of September

2010-09-30T01:46:00.002+08:00

So it is end of the month…

A very important month I say?

Gain and lost…

A very bad month too?

Because sick…

Can time don’t pass so fast?

Else… Just pass until the day I success? If ever there is…

Understanding, is just very important as usual.

Toleration, match just well.

Suppressing the light, sealing the darkness.

But there is always twilight at balance.

The story doesn’t necessary ends happy, but ends well enough…

However… Don’t be a sadist most of the time…

I miss you… I ♥ you… I want you…

But you seem… Just weird…

Senses… Thoughts… Understanding… Priorities…

Endless theories I have?

Endless reason for you to stand on own?

In fact, how it may be… You are the key to changes and hopes.

需要人陪……你……我

2010-09-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

原来王力宏王天王你

也感觉到寂寞这东西了？

突破尺度而遭到公司困扰但你坚持了你的MV尺度有你的~

“闭上眼睛就看不清这双人床欠缺的温馨谁能陪我直到天明穿透这片迷蒙寂静”

让我取暖

2010-09-23T15:00:00.004+08:00

看起来朋友很多知心
的没几个而最关心的就是你
尤其在这些年后分开的
那么远感情就更难说出口

回程的机票在手也许明天就走
其实都可以更改的只要你开口
留我只要一个理由就能让我停留

别太晚别太乱别太烦
告诉我有没有人让你取暖
谈情感谈孤单谈平凡虽然
所有相聚都可能面对离散

下一晚下一站下一段
告诉我有没有人让你取暖
如果能再回到你身边那些走
在大街的日子多简单多自然

看起来朋友很多知心
的没几个而最关心的还是你

回程的机票在手也
许明天就走除非是你留我

别太晚别太乱别太烦
告诉我有没有人让你取暖
谈情感谈孤单谈平凡虽然
所有相聚都可能面对离散

下一晚下一站下一段
告诉我有没有人让你取暖
如果能再回到你身边那些走
在大街的日子多简单多自然

一直到天黑了人
散了谁也都不要离开
一直到我们都相信了还有爱

别太晚别太乱别太烦
告诉我有没有人让你取暖
谈情感谈孤单谈平凡虽然
所有相聚都可能面对离散

下一晚下一站下一段
告诉我有没有人让你取暖
如果能再回到你身边那些走
在大街的日子多简单多自然

Hundred to Zero

2010-09-23T11:44:00.002+08:00

My sweet dear…
Just a few days…
Like a too short dream?
That I keep recalling everyday…
That shall never fades in memory…

I promise I will learn…
I will learn to be in the way…
But so do you please? Don’t regret…
Don’t regret you ever treat me that good and sweet to me…
Being sweet little dear…

That’s how sweet I like… Now and ever…

Don’t ever feel otherwise of it please…

I cherish it a lot… Appreciate that no limits…

Hope you feel much the same…

And endless love to you…

对不起

2010-09-21T02:10:00.002+08:00

对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起

给你的对不起。。。虽然弥补不了哪伤害，但还是对不起。

回到最初简单、甜甜的美好。。。

该来的会来？。。。顺意吧。。。

Growing stages

2010-09-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

I think…

I actually really appreciate now… Further understand it…

Same thing… Different time, different age and so on… So do different thoughts afterwards…

I am glad that I actually grown up, to know all those changes.

I shouldn’t find troubles… Just happy days…

In return…

You too…

Sometimes, just don’t bother how people say about, really easier isn’t it?

A certain day

2010-09-18T02:56:00.002+08:00

If there is a certain day…
Anytime anywhere, a certain bad day in the old times, perhaps even modern time, is to wake up finding the world is at war. This impact more to old times as civilian sometimes called to arms when the situation is really dire.

Here… A certain day
Where the world for me changed leaps and bounds… Where I suddenly enlightened… Where I suddenly feel I do have certain personality…

Here… A certain day
Where I will pray and hope for what I had… Will be forever eternal

4Ps

2010-09-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

Phin
Ping
Peggy
Pua

So I am the alien P within… Resembling only my surname…
My real name lost its meaning already?

Lonely someone lonely blog

2010-09-15T22:09:00.002+08:00

Oh my dear blog…
Sorry I am treating you like this…
You used to be some useful blog before this, along with all my words from hearts that I cannot manage to tell someone…
But recently you only bear my feelings…
I am sorry that I made you lost your purpose… Your once fame…
Many abandons and give up visiting you, making you lonely… I am utmost sorry.
I hope I someday can restore you…

你和我

2010-09-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

Secret although addictive, attractive, and interesting… But do hope there isn’t any between a couples, any relationships.
秘密虽然很吸引，很让人好奇。。。但愿与希望哪不会出现太多在一段感情里。

Aishiteiru-Peggy-Nee-Chan
我爱你，黄小琪。

小琪（一）

2010-09-15T08:18:00.002+08:00

小琪

希望你会记得实现你答应的哦

（可能的话，可以不要对我这么硬吗？）

好啦。。。总知道你会说看心情咯。。。

心（四）

2010-09-14T06:36:00.002+08:00

惊喜？

失望？

了解？

介意？

好熟悉的字眼……

冲动地说一点点介意，因为真的……每个人都会吧，但过后就得慢慢放掉，因为爱她全部。

惊喜与失望……怎么现在发觉会能连在一起？

了解……希望会是真的，了解真正的你，你也以真正的你对待我。

To loved one

2010-09-13T03:43:00.002+08:00

Sincerely, stop questioning me a while, while you are reading this, no matter how much you doubt me always. Seeds of doubts bring shed of tears.
当你读着这篇时，诚恳地希望你能停止质疑我一会儿，不管你平时如何不信任我。

There is always such time, where you are perfect in my sense of everything.
总有那时候，你在我心里是那么的完美。

And there is always such time like tonight, everything went opposite.
也有那么时候，就像今晚，全部都颠倒了。

But there will never be such time, I give up you because of that reason.
但不会有那时候，我会因为今晚的事而不再爱你。

Seldom there is such time, where things burns up my anger, people just don’t know the pain and hurt, when the dagger isn’t stabbing them.
更少见的是，会有这些事燃起我收起已久的脾气。古月有云，那些不知所谓的人，他们不知道那伤痛，因为箭不刺在他们身上。

And I hope you will always have such time, to understand the reason why I tell you so, and appreciate it somehow.
但愿你会有这么那一段时间，明白与了解我的为你。

And why I serious… Because this is what I lack? And because I am serious onto you?
至于为什么突然这么认真，或许是一直以来的事，只是说了出来，因为真的在乎。

This is my life? And I want to see you in every of it?
这是我，就是我……因为你是重要的一部分。

Maybe I got you into some pressure, I tried to keep it down for days, but your distance is getting far like as if it is on rocket engine.
我知道，有很多时候你觉得压力了。但感觉上你的距离越来越远了，而且是神速般，所以我必需告诉你我想的。

I really just want things to be better and appear normal, and although I am not earning anything extra, I still can afford what it appears normal to be.
我仍然记得，我答应你的事，可是有时候那正是你不想面对的？事情总要变好，就会正常。

I have failed much before, but I don’t want any regret with you.
我失败了很多次，但对你我真的不想了。

I somehow feel happy and grateful with their supports (you know who).
当她们说出支持的言论时，我顿时感觉开心与感激。

I am glad that we share much common friends, though your sense of priority a bit… well.
庆幸的是，你我的朋友圈大致上相同，有了特别的一点。

Much to say, but wish and prefer you would talk to me in real… For now, I care, I love you.
千言万语说不尽，但望你会愿意与我谈心。总之……我在乎、我爱你, 小琪

P/S: 读了不要生气好吗？

心（三）

2010-09-12T14:42:00.002+08:00

不开心没心情

虽然我不应该这样

也没权力这样

但我就是会这样

即使知道我没有理由

可能也是闷导致的？

也许我迟早都要学会这种道理

爱你

备注：以上言论算是骂自己想不通。

有些时候，我还真的不会很多东西。

有很多时候，发觉喜欢少人简单的和你一起，但并非不热闹。或许其实是一直以来的事。

心（二）

2010-09-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

原来我也会情绪不定的

不说真的都没发觉哈哈

原来我也会说这么多梦话

只不过可能都是同一个人的名字

发觉到了睡醒时最情绪不定、最不安

太想念？嗯……

没那么简单？

2010-09-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

或许我是不知道

但我略懂你在想你在担心的

你每次那担心的眼神

好像有很多想法

你没说出来吧？

真的没那么简单

很多影响你情绪

很多影响你想法

但我应该会谅解

对不起

希望我的出现

并不是那么坏

心神交乱的早晨

2010-09-08T11:28:00.000+08:00

一个人不怎么特别的去麦当劳享用早餐

其实在哪时候对着盘中的麦满分与咖啡

发呆着想起了一些事有点郁闷

可惜没办法那叫不醒凯斌

其实应该会累……只是暂时不觉得

说不出的不同

2010-09-08T03:09:00.003+08:00

隔了空间的你面对面的你
就是说不出的不同
看来我还不是白想的
多多少少都会有某些原因
令你想得多影响了你造就了那说不出的不同
我明白
但希望时间过了你就会好起来

我不会说不在意因为的确或多或少会有的
或许没有权力这么说吧
因为也可能我不知道的事实在还有太多远比我所能想象

不过还是谢谢你黄小琪

心（一）

2010-09-07T01:28:00.002+08:00

我知道我其实会在意

我知道我应该这样想

不过

真的

迟早都要学会

不要这样执著

还有很多很多的…………

Out of Boringness (Repost & Continuation & Changes)

2010-09-06T02:44:00.002+08:00

* indicates lost
*Khai Phin’s Honda City SX8 (Civic EF) (5 Speed Manual)
D13B 1.3 SOHC 16 Valves VTEC-E (82PS@6300RPM/104Nm@3500RPM)

Khai Phin’s Toyota Corolla SEG Limited AE101 (4 Speed Auto with 1 Overdrive)
4A-GE 1.6 DOHC 20 Valves VVT (165PS@6800RPM/162Nm@5600RPM)

Tzmin’s Perodua Myvi EZi (4 Speed Auto with 1 Overdrive)
K3-VE 1.3 DOHC 16 Valves DVVT (87PS@6000RPM/116Nm@3200RPM)

Charles’s Perodua Kelisa SE EZi (4 Speed Auto with 1 Overdrive)
EJ-VE 1.0 DOHC 12 Valves DVVT (61PS@6000RPM/90Nm@3600RPM)

Zero’s Honda City VTEC (Continuously Variable Transmission)
L15A 1.5 SOHC 16 Valves VTEC-E (111PS@5800RPM/142Nm@4800RPM)

Zero’s Honda City i-VTEC (5 Speed Auto with 2 Overdrives)
L15A 1.5 SOHC 16 Valves i-VTEC (120PS@6600RPM/145Nm@4800RPM)

Zero’s Honda Civic i-VTEC (5 Speed Auto with 2 Overdrives)
K20Z2 2.0 DOHC 16 Valves i-VTEC (155PS@6800RPM/188Nm@4800RPM)

Peggy’s Inokom Getz (4 Speed Auto with 1 Overdrive)
G4EE 1.4 DOHC 16 Valves (71PS@6000RPM/125Nm@3200RPM)

Peggy’s Proton Saga Campro IAFM (4 Speed Auto with 1 Overdrive)
S4PE 1.3 DOHC 16 Valves IAFM (94PS@6000RPM/120Nm@4000RPM)

Yu Peng’s Toyota Unser (4 Speed Auto with 1 Overdrive)
7K-E 1.8 OHV 8 Valves (81PS@4600RPM/147Nm@3200RPM)

Yu Peng’s Honda City i-VTEC (5 Speed Auto with 2 Overdrives)
L15A 1.5 SOHC 16 Valves i-VTEC (120PS@6600RPM/145Nm@4800RPM)

简单的复杂

2010-09-04T04:39:00.002+08:00

看起来很简单的但一个人想起时又浮现复杂元素

原来我不知不觉忽略了第三势力

长久以来原来走过的痕迹已经让第三势力发现

因此而开始捉摸军情并向她方进行报告

好在第三势力并非敌军所以不至于影响军心

回到正常的白话文

我不知道为何想起一些事情

竟然会莫名其妙地落泪流泪

也不知道为何开始担心一些未想过的事情

不知道该从哪儿开始

“材米油盐酱醋茶，没有一个理由，活得那么复杂”

或许，简单的复杂，我总会、总得找到答案，也希望哪放晴美好的一天。

P/S: 黄小琪，不要学她了 = = 好吗？ @@

血腥的恋人

2010-09-04T04:30:00.000+08:00

女生是剑道社的会员但个性内向在学校跟朋友都没什么交流就除了男生
但有一天女生格外的不同在校里显得性情大方与每个同学都滔滔不绝
放学后女生主动约了一大班朋友去玩乐至夜
归时女生独自行走但遇上了匪徒
匪徒欲劫财但见女生毫无反抗就起了劫色之念
女生也毫无反抗但在哪一刹那突然挥起了木剑没两下子就把匪徒给敲死
这时男生经过把女生抱起给予安抚女生此刻落泪不敢相信那一刹那的经过

第二天男生到校时女生问：“你不会觉得我很恐怖吗？”
男生道：“不会啊，那是你必须的自卫罢了，况且警方也相信了。”
女生回：“谢谢你这么信任我……我爱你。”

接着挥起了真剑一剑把男生封喉
事罢说了一句 “原来真剑比木剑好得多了，不必像木剑那么费力。”
舔干了剑上的血，女生的长发在风中飘扬下离开了。

感言敢言

2010-09-04T04:28:00.002+08:00

不知道是什么原因会让我敢说清楚

在那一时刻感觉上我好像不是我了

很感谢你会愿意聆听也希望你相信

“习惯导致不习惯”-（凯斌，2010）

希望。。。会好

我错了?

2010-08-29T02:22:00.002+08:00

我做错了吗？

为什么每一次都会受到这样的待遇？

唉。。。爱。。。

原来，我没发现，那墙上的楷体名字，贴了十一年的，已经掉了。

那会是象征不吉利的事情吗？好像是吧？

眼看已经发生了，虽然可能不是什么大事，影响力却很大很广。

可能，我不应该想的，就算时间到了，机会也不大吧，反正我就只成功那一次。

但是，暂时希望能够和往常一样的过就很好了。

原来，她的我的好朋友都看出来了，真没想到的，只是没问出来。

我不才，不像其他人写的五颜六色，七彩缤纷，八面玲珑，格外吸引，并且能够带入主题想法。

我只会，想到什么写什么，次序还乱七八糟，没深入研究语文就会哪样。

无缘无故地想回以前，在网上看到的照片。。。

很羡慕，很向往，会是我吗？

经过的一点一滴，就好想在昨天。。。

那凯旋门的斌仕

是时候学一学了

“北风毫不留情，把叶子吹落”

“整个冬天，北风的痛没人能说”

“我从来没想过，我会这样做”

“多少不能原谅的错”

爱小丽琪丝

没想到

2010-08-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

没想到真没想到

会变成这样

没关系要懂是自己问题

希望她会谅解少些

也希望他快从恶魔火焰中逃出来

诱惑实在太多了

我依然“可爱”

2010-08-26T01:35:00.002+08:00

看来我还是一样

依然可怜没人爱

算了

希望不要受到那么冷的对待就好了

虽然惯了

但毕竟不好受

下次还是什么都不要说的好？

不知道的事。。。不知道的是？

2010-08-23T05:10:00.002+08:00

你的好我知道我想要
因为知道你的好
所以知道我想要
但因为你不知道
所以不可能得到
也因为如你知道
会什么也得不到

你知道吗？
你会意吗？
你明白吗？

你知道你就是她吗？

可爱~~可怜没人爱

2010-08-21T04:34:00.002+08:00

好久没有的聚会或许是我而已

我还是这个样子还是变了少许

说话思想个性变得或好或劣

没关系啊没关系只能继续学习

我失败多少次才能取得成就

我需要改什么方能赢她芳心

我必需怎么样才能不酱“可爱”

我能够做什么方能不再孤独

可爱的你可爱的她

但“可爱”的我

对不起我爱你我爱你

希望您不

希望我可以变成你可爱的我

Lee Hom : The 18 Martial Arts

2010-08-20T04:20:00.002+08:00

十八般武藝 (The 18 Martial Arts) is the 14th album of American Taiwanese artist and composer, Alexander Wang Lee Hom. The album was released on August 12, 2010.

Track List:

自己人

2010-08-20T03:59:00.002+08:00

自己人
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏/崔惟楷

上帝你在哪里人们被甚么疏离饥饿战争暴力
天堂的眼泪是否流干了
太阳晒他肩膀上跑得太快但他不知道方向
家被烧完回不去多少悲伤震撼大地

看见你听不见我声音被抛弃太多黑暗的回忆
如何搜寻所有的希望都在哪里在哪里

为什么为什么明明都是自己人为何把自己当成了敌人
远方的孩子们通通都是自己人自己人的爱不该再疑问

野心变了贪心自私泛滥成疾病
即使领了高薪还买不了幸福的婚姻
老公回来了脾气差老婆从没梦过
怎么会是他边哭着边报警
欺骗了朋友欺骗自己如果没有了谁输谁赢

看见你听不见我的声音发现你并不爱惜你自己
不要忘记所有的希望都在这里在这里

为什么为什么明明都是自己人为何把自己当成了敌人
远方的孩子们通通都是自己人自己人的爱不该再疑问

你不知道的事（宋晓青版本）

2010-08-20T03:54:00.002+08:00

你不知道的事（宋晓青版本）
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

一辈子有多少次叹息遇见你我无法呼吸
这都是你不知道的事。。。
这都是你不知道的事。。。

天涯海角

2010-08-20T03:46:00.002+08:00

天涯海角
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏/小牛

醒来后只是梦境才发现身边没你
原来最残忍的是想象力
醒来后清楚听见寂寞在耳边叹息
寻觅安抚我的声音

*没有你我的世界失去了色彩
没有你我对生命失去了期待
没有你我宁愿永远沉睡不要醒来

我愿意走过天涯飞过海角
只要能够守候在你身边
我愿意用这辈子让你相信
这就是唯一幸福结局*

拉开紧闭的窗帘以为能暂时抽离
阳光却让失落更清晰
我想要夺门而去彷佛再多等一秒钟就会来不及

Repeat *

醒来以后我身边没你
最残忍的是想象力
清楚听见寂寞在叹息
寻觅安抚的声音

我愿意走过天涯飞过海角
只要能够守候在你身边
我愿意用这辈子让你相信
这就是唯一幸福的结局
幸福的结局
我愿意走过天涯飞过海角
幸福的结局
这就是唯一幸福的结局

需要人陪

2010-08-20T03:39:00.002+08:00

需要人陪
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏

打开窗户让孤单透气
这一间屋子如此密闭
欢呼声仍飘在空气里
像空无一人一样华丽

我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我也不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

闭上眼睛就看不清
这双人床欠缺的温馨
谁能陪我直到天明
穿透这片迷蒙寂静

我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我已不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

美

2010-08-20T03:27:00.002+08:00

美
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏/崔惟楷

*你这么美你这么媚你这么美你这么美美美妹妹
你这么美你这么媚你这么美美美妹妹

你是寒冬里的花蕾你是西施搅乱了春水
你是天使般的恩惠你是我宠爱的贵妃
世间的伤悲全都被你摧毁
你是美酒千杯我怎能不醉
不小心爱上 Oh你的香味
只有你占据了视线其它的我都看不见
这是爱情或这是对你的迷恋

你这么美你这么媚你这么美你这么美美美妹妹
你这么美你这么媚你这么美美美妹妹*

Repeat *

怎么那么美
是你让我想入非非想当一个偷心雅贼
爱已萌芽万分珍贵没有时间可以浪费
我愿意用生命换一个机会让我吻上你的嘴
Hablo Espanol 给你拉丁味道你的美就是一种美好
别责怪我的一点冒昧我想陪你度过年年岁岁
你太美你太媚为了你我能征服大江南北
沉鱼落雁难望你项背
文字不足形容你的美
嘿宝贝给我你的拥抱让我永远珍藏你的美

怎么那么美
你这么美你这么媚你这么美你这么美美美妹妹
你这么美你这么媚你这么美美美妹妹
你这么美你这么媚你这么美你这么美美美妹妹
你这么美你这么媚你这么美美美妹妹

柴米油盐酱醋茶

2010-08-20T03:17:00.002+08:00

柴米油盐酱醋茶
作曲：王力宏
填词：徐若瑄

小时候你想要什么
我要一台大大蓝色的飞机
带我环游世界到地球每一个角落
在蓝天白云中穿梭

而长大以后我想要什么
我要一台小小红色答录机
和你一起录下喂？我们现在不在家
蓝色变成红色因为你

柴米油盐酱醋茶~
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽

月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差

小时候你想要什么
我要一台大大蓝色的飞机
带我环游世界去地球每一个角落
在蓝天白云中穿梭

喔长大以后我想要什么
我要一台小小红色答录机
和你一起录下喂？我们现在不在家
蓝色变成红色因为你

柴米油盐酱醋茶~
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽

月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差

给你快乐无论白天黑夜
握紧双手就算刮风下雨
我就是要你要你待在我身边保护你直到永远

柴米油盐酱醋茶~
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽

月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差

月儿弯弯爱的傻
没有一个理由活的那么复杂
有了你什么都不差

伯牙绝弦

2010-08-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

伯牙绝弦
作曲：王力宏
填词：五月天阿信

知人知面知己知彼又知心古人说这就是所谓知音
相知相惜相亲相爱也相忆朋友你会不会常把我想起
何年何月何日何时再相聚何时能把酒言欢畅回忆
很多很多很深很深的回忆很多歌我只想要为你唱起

春秋时期远近知名伯牙琴艺沉鱼也出水马儿仰秣聆听
聆听寂寞的声音举世知名不如一个知音
直到子期闻琴解开伯牙心境高山流水风景似有灵悉
高山青流水静如镜无言却胜过有言的天地

听宫商角徵羽那歌词未写上的是弦外的延长音
斟一杯酒一抱拳一句关心在
千年之后再延续不变的旋律
当春雪融夏景秋风为我捎封信
冬冬锣隆冬墙冬冬锣隆隆冬墙墙
又是思念的四季

某年某月某天伯牙再访子期风景依旧绿子期却已归西
触景触琴即伤情伯牙绝弦只因再无知音
千年过去当我再度拨弄琴韵更多冷箭更多冷言冷语
请你听请轻轻倾听唱给我永远不离弃的知音

你不知道的事

2010-08-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

你不知道的事
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏/瑞业

*蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事*

Repeat *

我飞行但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

十八般武艺

2010-08-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏/崔惟楷

*是我是不是又在创造未来
是不是我又在让情绪更 High
带动全场的观众朋友？是
是不是还在不断学习
无论什么民族或什么阶级
继续让我灵感源源不绝？是

唱最动听的旋律给你让你所有的烦恼
所有的单调往你的背后扔掉
是，这是 Chinked-Out 交响乐送到全世界
又更新一遍什么时候歇到你精疲力竭嘿*

#送你的十八般武艺就是无二独一
世人都在注意看傻的十八般武艺
多么不可思议其实都是为你
看傻为你得来多么不易的十八般武艺
期盼你能点头来肯定我的努力#

Repeat *###

杜 U ♥ Me

2010-08-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

杜 U ♥ Me
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏/崔惟楷

*眼睛看我看看我的眼睛
想问问你问你一个问题
你你我我还在演什么戏
戏如人生还是人生如戏

你爱的人到底是不是我
是否真正的我是另一个样子
如果你愿意我卸下我的面具
给你我的全部全部的我都给你

你挑着胆我牵着马
迎来日出送走晚霞

给我一个反应喊喊我的名字
美猴王的魅力推前浪的行着
还在努力找传说中的幸福
一句道白让你听的清楚*

#杜 U Love ME?
说说你爱我到什么程度
杜 U Want ME?
说说你要我到什么地步
让我相信你的动心
为什么我还是无法觉得真心？
杜杜杜杜杜杜杜杜
杜杜杜杜杜 U Love ME?#

Repeat *##

Dragon Dance

2010-08-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Dragon Dance
作曲：王力宏
填词：王力宏

欢迎来到我的国度
十八般武艺十八种元素
一新的耳目音乐的武术
和你们恋爱是我的幸福

舞龙舞狮把气氛干热
代表我的戏码要马上开始
Hit ‘em with the sh other artist can’t spit
提醒着他们为什么我为什么永远 don’t quit

A plan to Japan

2010-08-19T00:23:00.002+08:00

A possible trip to Japan after so many years since I last visited…

However the difference is…

This time no one going with me…

Khai Phin, Peggy, Alice… All seems not possible :(

Maybe I just end up giving up in the end then.

Last Paper for UC1F0910BMP

2010-08-11T02:05:00.002+08:00

Yes, Legal Environment of Business paper soon in the afternoon…
The 4 months crash course will completed with the final paper…
The results expected to be bad, as I am quite not in motivation for this crash course…
And yet during exam rarely I can’t write a single question… Sigh…
But what done is done, just hope to pass through.

And I quite realized that one of my student in Command & Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars, actually put a quite lot effort in playing, but in wrong sense. Khai Phin during early time, he played in that way which I say good, but now become a hobby to repeat the same game, same style against AI, and even go for Brutal one. I might say good move for some time if it is 1v1, but heck he went for 4v4, which will give him wrong sense that he is playing well. Well I said I should stop commenting, but then I really should praise that he is not getting boring by repeating everyday. One who so confident that playing AI is good will keep refusing to play with a real player?
Funny? Not maybe for him…
However, this I must really praise him, for practicing such hotkeys… Which I don’t see it as a key to victory against anyone. But who cares, he looks good in pressing the F1 to F9 button.
Well, maybe let him win a real player will boost his confidence.

Cyber-space

2010-08-07T05:29:00.002+08:00

So probably this term may sound easy to all, but if asked during exam not much could probably give a good definition.

However that’s not the concern.

Recently someone just like to spam and annoy on my cbox…

I wonder if my friends hired someone to annoy me on my blog…

There really someone out there trying to do some cyber-space crime against my blog…

Naza World walk

2010-08-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

So I don’t know what is the purpose to bring me there to see the dreamed Mugen RR, although 2nd hand but still priced RM348,000. Well, dad not going to get one for me either, not even the normal Civic Type R but then I should just keep quiet, those money isn’t mine, nor did I earn it isn’t it? Perhaps my brother did? Lolz…

Well… At least I got to see it real?

So now… Audi R8 and Lamborghini Gallardo Superleggera LP560 in his mind… Which one to take? Bah… Not my business…

复杂的心情（三）

2010-07-29T07:00:00.002+08:00

或许我有意愿或许我有想法

但我知道重要性

我不想摧毁那信任与自由

那一片海阔天空

复杂的心情（二）

2010-07-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

欲哭无泪？

还好啦。。。只是不能哭而已，因为某种原因，可以说是一种连医生都解释不了的现象。

算了？我应该还好。不要做太多的梦就好。要不然会被人笑。

更远的是，会被人讨厌。

眼泪笑了

2010-07-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

比想象中更痛你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控

回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折

你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你
深深的

复杂的心情

2010-07-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

其实没什么

但是好像又有很多复杂的东西

但我知道是自己在想（废话）

然而就这样

想说不能说想要不敢要

还会想回以前好像很矛盾

心理脑海中都在打架

笨蛋白痴傻瓜

我不可能的啦

我就这样告诉我自己