I don’t have a car… The car is not mine… They can just take over

I think need to get use to that…

I can’t drive any car in my house without worries…

Any seconds any minutes anytime you could state…

The car I should be driving will disappear…

And not so bad not disappear…

But driven by somebody else…

But I can’t fight anything… Because that’s not mine…

They can come back dirty, empty fuel tank or whatsoever…

Because they knew I can’t stand such condition…