I forgot the movie time that I made reservation

Sigh… How could that happen in this world…

Super stupid and idiot shit I’ve done…

Aih… Just want to bring her to relax a while and watch the movie that she interested… But feels like she not really into it… Didn’t reply sms… Talk on phone also sounds busy and want to cut off soon… :(

Am I really that worse in her eye?

For many people, yes… I suck

For me, I just do what I can… I can’t control how people judge me, can’t control how she judge me too… And can’t know if they happy and appreciate it…

P/S: I haven’t took a single photo with her since months back in January… Because she rejects me every time if I asked one… Memories, only I can try to store in mind, along with others shit stuff like SAD recently… But it is very enough for me to see her real smile when she is with me… Which is a rare phenomenon…