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Hiatus (Starter)

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So I am back for now… After like for months…

But now I am keeping things short…

As starter for a comeback…

Jealousy kills, but one won’t realize and won’t give up he/she kills until he/she in opposition. Don’t understand? Then try to :) cause I ain’t going to give any explanation since there is probably none, only those who learnt, realized, and admit the silly mistake would understand probably. Now I said keeping things short, so it just ends here for now… No, just don’t think too complicated, we ain’t going into basic human rights and etcetera.

Sign off and bye.

6:36 PM

22

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So I am now 22 years old, but nevertheless I really had a “special” birthday this year, in another sense… Sigh…

Well I think maybe I should get this over with soon…

Suddenly feel just lost, I forgotten how to do a good assignment? Or did I just realize UCTI modules really that bad compared APIIT SU modules?

Before this, most of us realized referencing is important as in the sense of “plagiarize” with “permission and authority”.

But now, there is more… Even in exam…

Before this, I used to know when in exam to write what I understand and to the points, and until now my average answer length for general essay question is nothing longer than 1 page or at most 1 and half pages. Now that someone told me, NOO you must write at least 3 pages each question.

Oh god… So those distinctions I got before just pure of luck? Or did the lecturer just giving easy on me because it is not Level 2 or Level 3?

So the main difference between a Computing course and Business Course… Computing course you definitely will be in the lab, and the assignments you often do not need much referencing just a few for theory, because most of the time you will be busying cracking heads (like me if not experienced enough) with the same program and testing loop, instead of Business assignments where most of the time you will be spending time finding this “CREDIBLE” references and that “TRUSTFUL” articles, and be careful… Your lecturer will tend to frighten you with the controversial “TURNITIN” plagiarism checker…

Given potential and experience, yes the Computing course assignments and things seems easier, you could finish your program within 2-3 days if it is just long enough, and the boring parts documentation came in, copy and paste and explain step by step.

Gosh… Why am I even in this stage? Guess I will grab that fella to go study automotive soon, or piloting seems not a bad idea…

And… Well Happy belated Birthday to myself… It’s about time…
3:02 PM

What the Fuck (1)

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Reasons… Is that lies? Is that excuses?

Corruptions… Nepotism Bribery Fraud Embezzlement

Sleep… In the long cold chamber, thinking for lies, excuses…

Sleep… In the long cold chamber, thinking for cover-ups…

Sleep… In the long cold chamber, thinking how to deny own fault…

Wake up… From the long cold chamber, still the same old self…

 

Trying to control… Trying to control…

With what? Remote? Power? Lies?

Hidden and dangerous…

 

It shall be your greatest mistake and defeat, for over-estimating your ability… Thank you for “maybe not” underestimating me…

1:39 AM

What’s in April 2011

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Contrary to previous post of Chain Reaction, here I am to sum it up a bit for the month of April.

As mentioned, last semester was a total failure and nightmare, hopefully I am still safe for the last subject which I get F+ for assignment for that particular subject.

Apart from there, finally saying goodbye to my mom’s 17 years old BMW 325i E38, to be replaced by Mercedes Benz C200 CGI… Well, the trend is unstoppable huh? Naturally aspirated engine begin to be phased out… All force induction now, all automatic or twin clutch automated manual now…

As for my own, did a little mod to my humble poor Civic with bad scratches… Fog lamp modified to 3000K HID, replaced stock horn to ultra high dB horn, and most importantly modified CAI in hoping to get improved fuel consumption, as well as better power (bonus). Still heartache to see those bad scratches though :(

In the end, just $$$… That would do to buy…

 

P/S: Humiliation shall not be forgotten, I will strike back ten folds when I have the chance, and power.

6:44 PM

Chain Reaction?

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So I guess… I am also having my worst semester ever in APIIT/UCTI for my last semester… Attendance is poor enough… And my first ever F+ grade in assignment, now praying for the overall module can pass…

And oh ya… Tentatively all results are just Pass, except last one still pending…

 

Well then… KP chain reaction? Nah… Maybe just 10%… We both spending time doing different thing, maybe just I got some extra money roll in while he further seal his knowledge through repetition of same things. Guess he will be a good storage management officer next time, I will definitely hire him if I ever got the chance or if he ever will work in that industry.

Paranoid security is good ya… Too bad I can’t afford it yet…

6:38 PM

May the Force be with you

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Sounds familiar? Without googling, one can tell me where it is from? No prizes anyway, and the answer not related to that of following.

 

So, I actually just don’t know how to start this off… Who wants to be emperor huh? Everyone? So you can expect someone everyone to do as you wish but you don’t need to change yourself to earn that?

That’s ok, fine~~ It is not like I will die instantly… No business? Oh well let it be, I don’t have the energy to go on with that with all new semesters and nonsense like above…

Knowledge and hardworking is shit… Don’t do it and you stay on top on the world…

Yea I tell you what, I am just going crazy… But don’t worry, I won’t let you all see me gone nuts in front your very eyes, nor did I will be gone case like Final Destination. Since I am all nonsense and really a Zero, worthless Zero, vanishing within mist is what best for me.

You don’t share vision with me, you don’t fit into my sky~~ Opss, the other way round, I don’t share you guys vision, I don’t fit in this world…

Losing is a definite options, winning is useless… Bully the inferior while avoid learning from superior…
2:16 AM

想你就写信

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看你在摇椅上织围巾 一个人在客厅
只剩下壁炉里的光影
木材在燃烧的声音


画面像离家时的风景 我那年的决定
许下的愿望都很好听 泪却红了眼睛


你说想哭就弹琴 想起你就写信
情绪来了就不用太安静
你说爱了就确定 累了就别任性
原来感觉是如此亲近


还记得院子后的风铃 学燕子在飞行
我们俩长大后的憧憬 珍重的话很轻


你说想哭就弹琴 想起你就写信
情绪来了就不用太安静
你说爱了就确定 累了就别任性
原来回忆是如此温馨
你说想哭就弹琴 想起你就写信
情绪来了不用太安静
你说爱了就确定 累了就别任性
原来回忆是如此温馨

6:50 AM