Christmas 2010

Well I don’t really celebrate Christmas honestly, except for that special 1 or 2 years where suddenly wished to…

But I know… It is a day of good hope for many… Well, nonetheless than a good holiday…

So Christmas Eve, Silent Night… A term, because it isn't silent really… A crazy and enjoyable night for some, can be also a sweet silent night for others.

So some ridiculous thing happened to my friend, but thank god he is alright, hope he will take note from this lesson.

And Santa… Well, my friend asked me to wish no matter how… Yea, so will see if things getting better?

Gaming

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

As per title, this post is about gaming.

Oh hell~~~ Too bad she isn’t in KeSPA~~~

Because we don’t have MaSPA here either~~~

Oh wait… What game do you play?

What? Sorry, you are not qualified…

Well who cares your KeSPA or MaSPA… I merely can piss off someone with my gaming lol…

Wow, really? Then we welcome you… Such a rare talent…

 

Ok… To real thing…

So it is entertainment… I presume… I suppose…

Yea, just my problems then…

I should try back the gaming life? Or just to see if I can stand 2-3 hours straight gaming like her?

Suck Sucking Sucks

This is what about me, what about things around.

Suddenly, I realized everything faded, realized I lost everything… But except I am still alive…

There goes one saying, as long as you still living and alive, you haven’t lost everything, at least still living to go on.

By any means… Really wished to escape, for this time…

By any means… Realized it isn’t any care or love but tyranny from them…

Many to say… Many to tell…

But just not in the mood to type it out…

A paved path… A walked-out path…

So… Fact is fact…

But what about that fact being so factual?

Is perception over fact? Or fact over perception?

Which one will be dominant force… Which one will be controllable…

Answer anyone?

Likewise, when it is a fact being told, but a certain person with unique perception might not see it that way, and so it is not a fact to him/her.

So how do you make that someone unique to agree that it is the fact and truth, or how do that someone unique make more people to follow his thoughts and idea, without the aid of the so arguably existent mind control or psychology etc…

For science worshippers, experiments and trials will give them answer… But there are too many subject that can’t be subjected to experiments and trials likewise… And many of those are simply about the ever blurred line life and death, moral, ethics, right and wrong…

Once again, the world isn’t fair and square… Yes, so it doesn’t work that way either…

So… To the question above, one can’t think for the answer, but some get the straight answer faster than ever…

If ever there is someone there reading? Any answer to get from you?

Before I reveal any answer of mine… Let’s get back to the title itself… Supposedly a paved path is more comfortable, but so at certain costs… And don’t ever think that the costs itself only affect the individual who paved it, so do the next generation or the people that use and follow it… Or maybe should try to walk a path of your own, and then you do the same to the next generation and doing great pavement and ask them follow it at the costs of~~~~~~~~~~~

Or simply just forget it… You walked it, you experienced it, and you just keep it to yourself. No extra costs, no debt, and not to pass down any…

And what if the people who followed only half way and then walked off? So you ain’t getting what you need back…

Ouch~~~ Such a painful fact, or opsss… Is it fact? Or is it perception?

SO… Here I say, authority and power… Somehow make what we people today being such twisted at some time… “You don’t follow me, you don’t obey me, you go to hell, go to die, I will kill you, (Insert anything)…

So the opposite side, either choose to follow because of SO RIGHTFUL authority, or just go on own, give up everything and starts from zero to get everything that they wanted.

Government…

Enforcers…

Parents…

 

Pathetic isn’t it? Should I just follow, and enforce exactly if I have the chance to enjoy the pleasure of doing so even though I am against it?… OR shall I pay the price?

Relationship and Pre-marital pregnancy

En Taro Adun, Executor… Opsss, wrong opening…

Anyway…

I think I don’t have telepathy or any psionic matters… As I am not embracing the way of Khala like the Protoss…

However, this topic is intentional yet not all, but coincide with the very hot news where controversy arises about the suicide mission conducted by the very now famous guy Alviss Kong.

Well… Some grant him the fame, the name, as their handsome Hero or Romeo or whatever…

Some or majority I think… Will say that it is utterly foolish… And this I can see it from my pal Junny Chong Kyun Yee, where I see much enlightenment in him after he spent some time back in his hometown. Yes, no matter how… It is not the end, not so easy for a life… Where many unfortunate can’t even have right from the birth…

Or is it? Right before the proper formation of life?

So about pre-marital pregnancy…

Before this, marriage and life, giving birth… What exactly is the law or rules there? How many victims… Victims, or rather I use, children to their very lovely parents, the candy in their parents’ eyes… Suddenly become forgotten rubbish, like a fallen angel, tainted with eternal darkness and void… Where is the rationale and love?

So, we are pretty much self proclaimed human with moral, ethics, religion and so on… But heck, does that all applies? One heard from very own daughter saying that she is pregnant, before marriage… And all went off to hell… So the life within is cursed? Cursed not only appointed as improper formation, but doing so his/her birth right is in jeopardy… Even granted, living under such parents that got nothing but pressure and cursed eyesight from friends and families…

For the love of god… Why is that exactly happening? Is that so true that most people let their corrupted moral and self acclaimed pride blind their eyes?

When saying so… Understand, for those who apply… I am saying that, of course there are some who are not pity-able and definitely just go on wild themselves… But, compare up… How exactly does the proportion fares?

Sentimental beings… With feelings… Isn’t that a proper education, a proper care of warmth should be carried out instead of cold-arrows, flame-cannon, and thunder storms being hurled at them? They certainly regretted and learnt the hard way…

Amani… Nakupenda We We…

It’s round? It’s straight? It’s curve?

“Things never goes fair and square, because the world is oval and round.” (RICO, 2010)

How about the angle, the perspective of seeing things then?
Some see it straight, some see it strict, did someone see it strait? Opss…

Likewise, what is moral, ethics, and law?
Is the jury system really worked out and uphold justice as it meant to be?

There is simply too many perceptions, views and opinion…

Some foolish, some arrogant, and some… and some… You name it…

“Opinion is like an asshole, everyone has one.” (Anon, 2007)

And then it came to parents and child…

Filial piety… Well, maybe soon in some years ahead, you will see there is one such book titled “Filial Piety GUIDELINES”… Maybe you will be interested that this things even have GUIDELINES, that guide you step by step, what you MUST DO and MUST NOT DO. And the author behind it, urghhhh… I think many traditional minded parents probably sponsored the whole publications. Oh Shit no… Then it shouldn’t be selling at bookstore, but given free…

And then it came to politics restricting freedom…

Oh hell… We have our Internet speed capped, with a very sound policy named “Fair Usage Policy”, and soon maybe all the “insulting” social network banned as claimed by our very “Nationalism, Patriotism, Islamism and most importantly, ARM-NoRRRRRRR-ism leader, situated somewhere within the border of the north, a place named Perlis.

And then it came to another interesting part, relationship and pre-marital pregnancy…

(To be continued)…

December 2010

So it is already the final month of the year 2010…

What a disastrous year… Predicted? Changing? Or any reason you could think of…

So not really going to tell something, but just a prologue…

Start with…
Whatever… Anything… Fine…

End with…
Sigh…