Accident… Roll over and crash… Total lost

Well my friend, you are lucky that you are sound and safe from that serious crash, with your car total lost…

Those people freaked out when they see you crawling out alive without any serious injuries…

You always said… “The old don’t go, the new won’t come.”

But… This is not really a good way… I know you don’t want, nobody wants it… But maybe still partially it is up to you to prevent that?

Nothing much can say… Since you are safe… Get over with it soon…

November 28, 2009 (Saturday)… This is a long long night for you…

Sad

I am just sad of many things right now…

I feel I am like an idiot, after thinking back what I’ve done in a day before I went to bed…

Constantly trying to keep myself from asking for too much… But in the end, even I didn’t ask for anything, I still feel I did…

To friends around me… Sorry if I did or talked silly things that made you all feel unhappy, awkward (Insert anything not good).

I really hope I am not that bad or worse in your eyes…

Enter and Escape

Most of the time… People use enter more than escape…

Enter is easier to hit rather than escape…

Resident Evil 3 : Nemesis themed to be Jill Valentine’s last escape…

While me… Just entered and escaped from road block for speeding, or did I?

 

It is my fault to have not obeyed the speed limit…

It is their right to stop me and issue a summon…

It is their fault to ask for bribe, or maybe just their instinct, as well of those who offers…

Why do I insist not to pay this time? That’s all I think at those very seconds…

 

In the end… Malaysia speed limit, maybe it is designed in such way, to put the limit at so low at a wide open big highway so that everyone will surely over-speed.

Recent

These 5 days along… I just slept for average 2-3 hours per day… But I still driving all day long, asking help around, and joining some activities…

Really thank you to you all for helping and willing to come over…

And Joey… Although I am not that great and knew you not that long, but it’s been an enjoyable experience to take you home and talk to you further, seeing you just fine keeps me to go on… You definitely are more than what I imagined…

Devilish situation

I am so powerless

I know nothing

I let people laugh at me

I am nothing but a sitting duck awaiting slaughter

Most of those who I helped along now armed against me

They can laugh and discriminate what people weak at

They can’t accept when other laugh at them what they are weak at

A devilish situation… I wonder if the Kreegans of Eeofol have arrived and begin the mind corruption.

CEL Games 2009 (continued)

This Saturday, 28 November 2009… It is CEL Games 2009 Grand Final…

This year I have not competed in any competition… Due to lack of suitable competition, and the most important reason, I did not train in that particular games like I did last year…

But then still I feel like going… Despite got no enough skills and assignment burden… I miss the feeling to play in competitive gaming environment…

Although I have no supporter, but then I am still happy because of my previous achievement…

Take a look anyone? This Saturday…

Current

Everyone is stressing for DWDS…

Everyone just can’t stop 1 second for their favorite relax method…

Me… Same, but I still do what I can to relax… Especially driving and badminton… Games? Ya I wish to but I choose not to at the current moment…

It is good that a misunderstanding can be resolved…

It is bad that I can’t tell what I thinking and feeling…

It is even funny for what I typing here now and those who reading… Yes, it is random… But it’s all around me of the current situation…

Low morale, tired

I admit… I am no good in designing anything… Since young, all I draw is somewhat geometry… I can’t work well with color sense, drawing mechanism, not even designing a new appearance.

This is why and how I get a 0 mark in secondary school for art… Thank god it ends after form 3…

Now… In university, it comes again… Not once but 3 times… From UCP (Using Computer Packages), to WDD (Web Design Development), and till now DWDS (Database and Web Database System).

Can someone really help me out? I hate this designing… This semester is just way too far out…

I am really nothing after all

Upcoming 3 weeks… It is like hell training course that people always say… Assignment submission, followed by test, and examinations.

Furthermore, I don’t know how to do those stuffs really…

And then… I am really sorry if I messed up people’s life… In anyway… I should just keep my thoughts and words carefully next time before I let out… Felt really bad for it…

 

I am just not worth for anything now it seems… Nothing after all…

This is the consequences that I deserve for now…

新鴛鴦蝴蝶夢

The first song I learnt to sing, for primary school music exam…

昨日像那東流水 離我遠去不可留
今日亂我心多煩憂 抽刀斷水水更流
薊M消愁愁更愁 明朝清風汁y
由來只聞新人笑 有誰聽到舊人哭
愛情兩個字好辛苦 是要問一個明白
還是要裝作糊塗 知多知少難知足
看似個鴛鴦蝴蝶不應該的年代
可是誰又能簡璊H世間的悲哀
花花世界 鴛鴦蝴蝶 在人間已是癲
何苦要上青天 不如溫柔同眠

Note that since it is karaoke MV, the analog is on and left sided.

A long day of different laptops… Eyes tired

Different laptops, different screen, different OS, different color…

My eyes never tired like this before at this moment…

32 bit operating system is all ok, 64 bit is interesting especially when you need to go into command prompt to solve the installation of software…

And Joey, better to turn off those docks and sidebar… It do no good to your RAM…

 

DWDS assignment… Well, I should prepare the re-module fees by the end of the week…

The Civic Type R passion rediscovered

Finally the long awaited Civic Type R facelift is here in Malaysia, nothing much changed, just as usual the tail light is now diamond shaped, and the power retractable side mirror is added to the list.

Interior wise, the HU Unit is now with USB input, a great addition...

Price wise is the same... But how long will this lasts? Don't forget we are in this very bolehland... Money is all for the G...

Module Rating

Management and Planning (MAP) -

Above average… At least a more normal module, where everyone knows something about it, somebody knows everything and anything.

 

Business Forecast Planning (BFP) -

Totally excellent… The most straightforward module of this semester but brain twister at certain chapter. Dragging and clicking skills needed, but only the finger on calculator with A4 paper will help during finale.

 

Networking Security (NWS) -

EPIC module of the semester, not even Computer Security students have this. Learning and reading is fun, answering in complete a whole different story.

 

Database and Web Database System (DWDS) -

Not so EPIC than NWS, but still EPIC because of assignment, the learning sequence is like… Not in the supposed way. A big halt at normalization chapter when people crazy about.

Coursework Submission Feedback Form (CSFF)

“Eh, I teach you all only ah, don’t follow what I do you know?”

“Oh shit, the cashier says CSFF out of stock, I cannot submit, cham liao later all come peep my assignment.”

“Sir, they got ask you or not? How they doing?”

Ok la… Enough quote, no wonder Tzmin warns me about it.

Anyway, let’s see the difference between experienced and inexperienced…

Lecturer can finish whole thing in 1 day.

We as students can finish the ERD in 1 day.

Felt the presence?

I realized… I didn’t take a real look into you this morning… Not I don’t want to, or feel shy to…

But then maybe, the presence of you beside me… It makes all those memories back, all nostalgia… I am nostalgic anyway.

It is nothing but great to have such rare opportunity to do some simple things for you… How long I haven’t heard a simple appreciation but today from you… It somehow brightens my day.

Transformer : Revenge of The Fallen flashback

In the movie, Sam Witwicky encountered the Decepticons Pretender, in the form of a young girl who tries to seduce him while actually trying to incapacitate him.

The Pretender can just imitate any looks or voices…

However in real life… Although there is no such high tech pretender, there is natural pretender… Not to name those organisms such as chameleon, but then also people around…

Not using color, not imitating looks or voices… But then enough for a death blow.

Furthermore, equipped with oxygen tank… If shot upon, will explode and everyone will die within vicinity.

 

Oxygen is vital to us, oxygen can kill us too…

Inori No Uta (Hymn of The Fayth) (FFX)

Ieyui
Nobomeno
Renmiri
Yojuyogo
Hasatekanae
Kutamae

When you graduating?

“Bi, when are you graduating?”

Hmmm… Do I have that day? Haha… Sure, still at 50%…

Now I know… How much hassle it is…

In fact, I saw necromancer, warlock also studying their “black magic” in the university…

 

Year 2011, August… Hotel Renaissance, KL… Convocation ceremony…

Why Zero?

This question… Some knew why, but then it’s all just I like the character…

The purpose of existence

I probably found my purpose of existence, besides all those scientific reasoning…

All those happenings at the back… Sharp, critical, and death blow.

 

Never get what you want, while you always have what people’s need…

Honda Stream RSZ Facelift Launch @ Global Amity

Last week, I received invitation from Operations Director of Global Amity Sdn Bhd, Mr Azri Aziz to attend the Honda Stream RSZ facelift launch which is held today November 4, 2009 at their very own showroom at Seri Kembangan.

The Honda Stream RSZ facelift now has a sportier look, as well as some additional features which will be covered below. Fully CBU from Japan.

• The Stream RSZ now has VSA (Vehicle Stability Assist) to further enhance safety measures
• Newly designed front bumper, side skirts, honey combed grill, and the front chrome bar now moved to center instead of at the up most
• The Stream RSZ now also gained rear bumper with diffuser, as well as a tailgate spoiler with LED third brake light
• Newly designed 17’ sport rim (17 x 6J)
• The tail light is now smoked
• Side mirror with turn signal and front fog lamps are added
• Leather gear knob
• Leather steering with radio control
• Alloy Pedals
• The meter cluster now in red illumination rather than blue
• Strokes and lining of red across instrument panel, cup holders and leather upholstery
• 4 fully automatic power window
• Dual DIN Audio System with 4 speakers with USB
• Tire repair kit

The Honda Stream RSZ facelift using 17 x 6J rims, with Yokohama dB (Decibel) tires with the profile of 205/55 R17. See below for specifications.

Engine Code	R18A
Engine Type	Inline-4, 16 Valve, SOHC i-VTEC
Fuel System	Programmed Fuel Injection
Bore and Stroke (mm)	81.0 x 87.3
Displacement (cc)	1799
Compression Ratio	10:5:1
Max Horsepower (PS)	140 @ 6300 RPM
Max Torque (Nm)	174 @ 4300 RPM
Transmission	5 Speed Automatic w Paddle Shift
Steering Type	Rack and Pinion Electronic Power Steering (EPS)
Brake (Front)	Ventilated Disc
Brake (Rear)	Drum in Disc
Parking Brake	Foot Brake
Suspension (Front)	McPherson Strut
Suspension (Rear)	Reactive Link Double Wishbone
Fuel Tank Capacity (Litre)	55

 

Among other features are as follows:

• Accessory Socket
• Front Centre Console with Illuminated Cup holders
• Height Adjustable Driver Seat
• Passenger Seat Under Tray
• Front Seat Back Pockets
• Armrest (1st and 2nd row)
• 60:40 Split Fold (2nd row)
• 50:50 Split Fold (3rd row)
• Vanity Mirrors with Lid
• Map Light and Trunk Light
• HID with Auto ON/OFF Headlight
• Fully Automatic Sunroof

 

 

 

 

Sick

Fallen ill at this moment…

AND

Some people just scared of others will be better than them

Some people just can’t stop whining over small matters

Some people will want everything and give nothing

Some people are kind specifically at certain moment

 

Until here… I remembered some of the lessons in Heroes of Might and Magic 3 : Restoration of Erathia… “Never share your wisdom with others”  And some crappy one “Today is yesterday’s tomorrow”

 

And worst is… Some people wants to be leader but pretend don’t want to, so long didn’t play club election game since secondary school…

Putrajaya

Putrajaya, I’ve been there since year 2001, when I am still standard 6, in a trip with school covering Putrajaya, Cyberjaya, KLIA.

And after so long… I decided to go there again and see what is around there, and so î Khai Phin and Zicron Jiunn Dar agreed to go with me, where JD bringing along his DSLR for the shoot.

By following î’s Garmin GPS, we took the long route to make it to Putrajaya, via the Besraya and into Silk Highway and into SKVE, setting first destination at Alamanda Mall. But too bad as expected, it is already midnight and of course Alamanda Mall is closed, yea… Closed all along with the lighting… So see nothing.

So we proceed to those famous bridges that I learnt from lowyat forum… To Jambatan Seri Wawasan… Where coincidently there is Integra DC2 VTEC-ing across the bridge one by one, maybe DC2 club TT session there.

We then proceed to Seri Saujana bridge… And good thing, we took the wrong direction and end up somewhere under the bridge.

 

And now to the Seri Saujana bridge itself…

 

And somewhere in between… A police patrol with Waja CPS stop by, and ask us what we are doing there… With some good story and explanation, the police drove off and wishes us good luck in our study… In the meantime, reporting back to Control Center regarding some illegal motorcyclist racing… Rempit?

Heroes 5

Academy (Wizard/Order)

Motto : All secrets will be understood, and mastered, in time.

Philosophy : No Gods, no Masters. Knowledge is power, power is freedom. The universe is a power to be solved, the ends justify the means.

Worship : Wizards do not worship dragons, only as powerful being. With only knowledge and experimentation, they too can achieve dragon’s power.

Kingdom : The Silver Cities

Capital : Al-Safir, The Sky Dome

Sworn enemy : Necropolis

 

Dungeon (Dark Elf/Shadow)

Motto : Hide, listen, watch, learn… And when the time is right, strike from the shadow.

Philosophy : We rule the shadows, and someday the shadows will rule everything.

Worship : Malassa, The Dragon of Darkness, keeper of deadly secrets.

Kingdom : Ygg-Chal, The Dark Below

Capital : Konos, The Maze of Shadows

Sworn enemy : Sylvan

 

Haven (Knight/Life)

Motto : For Honor, Order and Duty.

Philosophy : Law and Order, instead of Good and Mercy.

Worship : Elrath, the Dragon of Light and its first servants, the Angels.

Kingdom : The Holy Griffin Empire

Capital : Talonguard

Sworn enemy : Inferno

 

Inferno (Demon/Chaos)

Motto : Do what thou willst.

Philosophy : Might makes Right; conquer, plunder and rape the weak, laugh when you are wounded or tortured, indulge yourself in selfish pleasures, spread anarchy and chaos, corrupt the righteous.

Worship : Urgash, the Primordial Dragon of Chaos

Kingdom : Sheogh, The Prison of Fire

Capital : Ur-Hekal, The Gate of Burning Heart

Sworn Enemy : Haven

 

Necropolis (Necromancer/Death)

Motto : Life is change, chaos, filth and suffering. Death is peace, order, and everlasting beauty.

Philosophy : Embrace the Void

Worship : The Primordial Dragon of Order in a twisted version of her destructive aspect.

Kingdom : None, they are secret society in between Haven and Academy.

Capital : None, as above.

Sworn enemy : Academy

 

Sylvan (Wood Elf/Nature)

Motto : We dance to the rhythm of the world.

Philosophy : Swift as the wind, graceful as the stream, strong as the waterfall, wise as the oak… At one with nature…

Worship : Sylanna, the Dragon of Earth, Nature’s Great Mother

Kingdom : Irollan, The Forest Maze

Capital : Shataqua, The New Green

Sworn enemy : Dungeon

20 years later

20 years later… I could be seeing :

Aifoh Njo married with Tiv Ljn, and having probably 1 son and 1 daughter, or maybe not… If the first scenario is true, I bet Aifoh’s children probably become very stressed in order to become top students by following Aifoh Njo ways and legacies. Or maybe good enough to start own business by the age of 15.

Libj Qijo married with Qfhhz Xpoh, and having at least 1 son/daughter. Libj Qijo will learn not to be so straight like now, and start to pursue what is best that he says he doesn’t mind now. And know the difference of all rounder, all-day study-kia, and obedient study-kia. Never underestimate all rounder, they are just not extremists like others.

While me… If I can really know so well, I am not really existing by then. Ethereal.

Judgment

Looks familiar in many ways… But first I think of one of the major Arcana in Tarot.

Well actually, in real life… There are many people who think they are making the Judgment, using each very own perception, self make law or written mind-map.

This never ends… Never… Eternally… I sometimes really liked how the ABC grading system worked…