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So heart and mind…

Is somehow the key to everything…

The greatest motivation, from there…

The greatest excuses and obstacles, also from there…

 

Time… Is the excuses for many…

Perception… Is the obstacles for many…

Learn, analyze, understanding… The motivation for many…

Plan, prepare, risk and precaution probability analysis… The root of success, or at least won’t get you anywhere bad…

 

But

Pity isn’t it?

The first two easily overcome the latter two…

Easy to demolish, but hard to build…

Sigh…

 

Why judge me so?

I am just normal…

It is not too difficult to understand and learn…

Not really need rocket-science as pre-requisite to understand…

Master of Mind

Master of Mind – Grants mass effect to Slow and Confusion spells.

 

Opss… Too much Heroes of Might and Magic 5… Too much Dark Magic…

Well… It is me… But not someone else, that didn’t even touch HOMM5 before…

Still… There is this title, to take the direct meaning…

Master of Mind is just this, but Mastermind is something that should fear…

 

So Academy principal, knowledge, preparations, precautions leads to flawless victory…

But not this time on such thing… Because enemy has acquired the anti-preparations, anti-precautions, and anti-knowledge skills… And most importantly, Temper Armageddon spells, where damage and spell-power depends on mood, and it negates any magic resistance, only a certain specific hero can learn this spell.

I am not a Titan, just a Gremlin…

感觉能压抑……眼泪能忍住……心痛能撑着……心碎能痊愈吗？

终于，到了这一天，虽然不是什么大日子，但算是期盼的。

但是，和往常一样，老天总跟我开玩笑。

在这之前，我必需说，计划赶不上变化，特别尤其是别人心情、心灵上的变化。

无可避免的。。。

有时候，可能我想得太完美。

有时候，可能会说我自私。

但有时候，可能不是我介意什么的，而是。。。

也有时候，她人的确聪明绝顶。

 

时间啊。。。时间啊。。。

你让她忘了什么呢？你也让我忘了什么呢？

想回到过去看看？看看我们最初的美好？看看最原始的美丽？

 

没有了雨，雨刷还是不停左右……没有地球，太阳还是会绕

我很多时候，只敢在这里言语。。。

因为，有时候面对面太难了。。。

也因为，我不是周杰伦。。。我不会加点旋律来骂人。。。

 

“我不可能让所有人都喜欢我，人家要怎么看我我也没办法，因为我不是神。”-周杰伦

我知道有时候你控制不了脾气，没关系。。。但一些东西分清楚。

 

最后，标题只是标题，不是废话，只是与内容无关。

怎么了

情绪、心情……

啊…… 可不可以……

为什么……

这到底是怎么了……

是你？是我？

是我们……

 

不要这样……

可以好一点吗？

爱错

北風毫不留情 把葉子吹落
脆弱的她選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息 風才感覺寂寞
整個冬天 北風的痛沒人能說

*我從來沒想過 我會這樣做
從來沒愛過 所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯卻不能重來過*

翻開回憶角落 完美的生活
以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初 那個故事背後
Oh 原來是我 犯下從沒承認的錯

Repeat *

在這少了你的世界
Oh 找不回那些感覺
其實我不想道別 (道別)
那些過去

(我從來沒想過 我會這樣做)
(從來沒愛過 所以愛錯) 從來沒有愛過那麼認真
(我從哪裡起飛) 從哪裡
(從哪裡降落) 降落 Oh~
(多少不能原諒的錯卻不能重來過)

(我從來沒想過 我會這樣做)
(從來沒愛過) 愛過 (所以愛錯) 所以愛錯
(我從哪裡起飛) 愛錯愛錯愛錯 Baby
(多少不能原諒的錯) Oh 請你原諒我的 愛錯

Again and Against

Again…

There is nothing you really want to shout and whine about…

When you know actually you are alone…

When you know that everything around you is going against you…

When you know even the whole world is going against you…

 

Against…

There is nothing you can do about it…

Because this is the cruelty…

Because this is realistic…

Because this is how different people can treat each other…

 

Remember today how you treated me…

Although I might be useless as you said…

But don’t ever let me having the day in succeeding…

Definitely I will treat you back kind enough… more than kind enough…

As if there is no law, there is no ethics and moral.

Because what you said and did today definitely out of those categories either…

 

Temper… Temperament… Temperature…

So you having much nowadays huh?

I am so negligible in you… Sad to hear if that’s true.

Idiot

So… I am finding trouble myself…

AKA “High Blood Pressure” mentally…

Sigh…

Now I somewhat understand… His pain…

No… I am not till the extent of saying FML yet…

But just… WTF, why am I so idiot to even try to make a point…

But I still would…

Allegiance and Conflict

“Conflict of interest? No… I have interest in conflict.”- GDI Captain Nick Parker (Havoc)

Ermmm so… Just a quote for opening by the way… So actually I quite moody maybe, or maybe not for this…

Let’s get it started… Conflicts, not cornflakes…

For cornflakes, you take it because you just want it for breakfast or anything else you could say…

For conflicts, for god sake it happens just to show how one side is brainless and pointless in an argument? No no… These few days, maybe just got some in mind…

Her interest… My interest… Interesting, not? But then… I have been trying hard to ask myself to shut up and stop commenting… And also, stop asking something…

But I can’t really just see her going like that… Going into the inferno, the devil’s pit, the ever fiery core of Sheogh.

And on the other side, he insists Law and Order, instead of Good and Mercy, but the Light seems going sway… But then there is certain similarities between us.

Honestly… Am I that worthless and bad?

But still appreciate what you gave…

 

“Choose your allegiance, the noble House of Atreides, the insidious House of Ordos, or the evil House of Harkonnen.”- EVA

So ahem… Allegiance, or side…

Maybe just on different allegiance, or maybe same but different sub-faction…

But eventually hope it will be united under the same flag…

Hopefully you won’t be the one I left out, the House of Emperor Sardaukar.

Pack all in one

So it is some anniversary…
I can’t tell how much I appreciated it, probably.
But really glad that you are with me all times.

And so it is changes coming, back to degree level 2 again…
Yes again, for me probably…
Where some of my friends probably busy laughing…
Back to boring place, boring class again.

And so it is worries…
Can’t really care so much and know everything as I wanted to…
And all those happenings that I don’t know and won’t know in the workplace…

Well… At least I said what I can to you… But seems you really wished to continue and go on, I guess I have no choice but to accept and see either… Such company such policy, super ridiculous policy I said, and with such job scope. Sometimes really hoped you could understand earlier so you won’t go too far and deep, although it would be wise to just wish you good luck though, but I know I still wish you could came out of it as oppose of going on.

Sigh, why do the hard time always seems so long, and it has no guarantee that easy time coming after that.

Still same… Let the time brings me to the day of succeed… Everyone hopes…

Sigh

Hmmm…

A good planning yields success…

BUT

Maybe not on me for this time? Or every time?

A plan appears to be so good and nice in the afternoon, end up in ruins in the night. So who actually bombarded that plan to ruins? Me? You? Or brains?

 

Sigh… For the moment, I maybe actually brainless based on the point given by someone… But that point just not within the concern for me, but for someone…

Sigh… For the moment, everyday a busy day for someone, and where I think a better free day is never there, it always has something to block my plan in the end where in the planning stages it actually sounds nice.

Sigh… For the moment, I wish to cry and fly.

Sigh… For the moment, even the last weekend of my holiday will be bad again?

Sigh… For the moment, why god you just can’t give me a good whole day with someone.

 

Although not really wanted to say this… But for a moment again, FML this time. Frustrated every time like this… Looks like I need to get REAL USED TO IT.

Not during the busy… Not during the free time… Ermmm, so?…

Butthurt? Good Move? Proton Inspira?

So from the title… You guessed it… It is about the Proton Waja upcoming replacement model…

Butthurt, may refer to those proud Mitsubishi Lancer variant owners…

As the Waja replacement model will be using exactly what the Lancer is, except with some necessary tweaks like badge changes, and a new front bumper to further differentiate it.

It is called Proton Inspira by the way according to sources, and it comes with 3 variants currently, with 2 engine options.

It is known that both are from Global Engine Manufacturing Alliance (GEMA), means engine co-developed between alliances of Mitsubishi, Hyundai, Chrysler. The 2.0 litre version pretty obviously to be 4B11 which the current Lancer is using, while the engine for 1.8 litre will be 4B10, with tentative power output is known.

1.8 Litre (143PS/177Nm)

5 Speed MT – RM79,999
CVT – RM86,999

2.0 Litre (155PS/199Nm)

CVT with Paddle Shift – RM93,999

 

Soft launch expected on 15 October 2010, with the official name will be up and booking starts the same on the day itself, with booking fees being RM1000. The official launch will be during 10 November 2010. Early bird bookings will also receive special 2 years free service and maintenance.

The first batch of the delivery will have all imported parts, as Proton will need time to locally source the parts to bring down the costs (ahem, will they even with local parts?), and a lot more customization to future batch such as the missing “teh-tarik hook” that Malaysian so like even on the driver side.

However no more 18 inches alloy like the Lancer GT, which would actually be a good move since the Lancer GT actually felt sluggish on initial pick up with the CVT on 18 inches alloy. Proton actually fitted in 16 inches alloy wrapped with Continental CC5 tyre.

And oh… Before the end, not to forget the re-designed suspension, Lotus Ride and Handling that make it far better than stock Lancer, although some sources from Paultan indicates otherwise, but I am pretty sure it is due to the 18 inches and the Advans from Yokohama that helped the Lancer to feel superior.

Well… The 5MT options appears to be nice though, sadly not the 2 Litre version.

Hundred to Zero : To the ground

All in a normal day with sunrise and sunset…

Everything is not in keep anymore…

Maybe I didn’t realize…

But this is how everything lost control…

Blasted back to the ground… Ground Zero

Luckily not by nuke… But nearly nuke, maybe in near future…

 

Keep it in dream now I should… At least…

I can’t forget that… That is how I like, from you…

I probably really will try not to say anymore…

Only hoping even sweet dream, won’t forever be dreams, but reality one day…

Prologue to post

A prologue…

To what is in the upcoming act…

Though the act not confirmed to be up or not…

I am still in the balancing stage…

 

To start this with…

For time being, I reckon myself to be the a very blasted idiot…

Listen, analyze, telling… Only works on others?

Instead of saying so… I say my skills actually sucks…

While talking can’t do… How bout text and words?

Nah… Looks like I failed my grammar and wordings either…

 

But to be fair and balance…

Other than saying so…

Ignore… And the words “Don’t know” is actually the ultimate skills and answer to everything, that I never realize. How good if I can use that in exam…

 

And to be real fair…

Maybe again, I should re-shuffle my mind…

And finally take a pen, draw a line…

What you like, what you can, what you don’t like, what you cannot… And vice versa on me…

 

AND FOR THE VERY FEW TIME THAT I WOULD DO

The true meaning I want to tell…

Is that too difficult? Is that what you mind and struggle much?

Something for nothing

The music and orchestra starts the hymn…

Bringing up the melody and beats along with the rhythm and rhyme…

Within the walls of the Silver Cities…

The arcane golden belt, the clouds…

Floating high in the sky…

The knowledge, the power, the explanation…

And the proud and grand cloud temple stands high before me…

 

Who am I?

I am just me… For you and for me…

Don’t think me that bad either…

Explain, preach… Doesn’t work…

 

“It is up to someone to decide if they have or utilize their wisdom or heart to learn, understand, and master. And it is definitely up to someone to decide if they want to share their wisdom by mentoring others.

 

No lies…

A true beating heart…

That will bleed and broken upon hurt…

 

DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO DO You ♥ Me…

If that is the destiny…

I have learn it… So you have to…

 

Don’t unhappy…

Don’t angry…

Just tell me… As I will tell you…

 

“Listen to my story, this maybe our last chance.”

“This is my story, this is our story.”

“If we ever get separated, don’t worry, just whistle, I will come running, I promise.”

Fault

Maybe it is my fault to say so.

But maybe I just telling…

So to hope you could understand somehow…

 

I am clear, I am still being considerate…

I don’t want to be such bad one in your mind…

That’s why I choose to speak out still, though worrying…

 

If there are secrets, let it be none to us…

I don’t like it to be the seed of destruction…

I care…

 

I knew you have dissatisfactory in me…

I don’t know if I do good enough…

But if because that reason ruined me, that’s still me…

 

I liked and enjoyed…

When you being sweet…

And just we ourselves…

 

I didn’t regret…

I do what I can…

I hope you felt it…

 

I Miss You

I ♥ You

I Want You

Michelin Pilot Sport 3 Test Drive Review

As per title, courtesy of Khai Phin on his 4A-GE powered Corolla AE101.

So… For such a price, such rated Ultra High Performance (UHP) graded tyre, I have to say it is superb and it deserves the name.

Although the testing is short, but at least I made some daring moves which I normally don’t do on my Pilot Preceda.

The traction, the grip on dry nothing to complain in fact grip like hell, the confidence remains throughout  the corner at around 80-90 KM/H. The noise level, although reduced significantly but as usual, not top class but usually those that silent will have to compromise a little bit.

No chance to test any wet grip, but do run over some piles of water and turned at the very end of the corner, still maintained well.

Now come to the question of 195/50/R15… I wonder how it works 215/45/R17?

After all… Good price, good buy, good change… Kudos