"I only try to do what I want but you all need to try whatever you don't like" - Charles

This is quite a personality from my friend, Charles... Although sounds like selfish, but actually well... Who doesn't? But then this better to take notice when only you try what other's says... Typically, I think he is good in everything which I have nothing to say.
At least, he had a good life.

I dream... I hope... But reality not necessarily means what I dream and hope

Finally, I've done the modification of UCP Assignment Part A Access... Well, left stupid documentation.
And recently didn't sleep well, but then somehow yesterday tired like no before, and I had dream... Well, hope that dream comes true, that's all I can say and hope. Will it be?

So many target, so little time

I hate... UCP... and the lecturer herself... Giving RM10 but expect 10USD from students...
And... May goddess of luck stand by my side, providing me with all the luck I needed to complete all task at hand successfully. All until my ultimate goal for her...

Coming soon

Everything is coming soon... Assignment due date, exam, new semester.... And not to forget the day of reckoning for me, sad sad... And then something that should be nice which is Christmas, but I sense my Christmas this year won't be any better than all the 19 years I came across... Always disappointed... And this year, will be a super super disappoint and sad 1... Well, who don't wish they have a nice Christmas... I wish and hope too, just it won't happen and I am not the controlling one.

Deja Vu

Not much interesting here, just to repeat something...
Ping~~... Week 2 commencing... Jiayou, good luck and all the best for you... You can do it...
Although I am not a person you really liked, but I hope this will bring luck to you somehow...

I miss you

In this late night, I still in front of computer...
I just know, I miss you Ping...
And not to say, thank you Joycelyn for chatting with me after so long...
Ping... Have a nice sleep and sweet dream... Miss you always

Holy Shit.... Yeah I did it...

Sounds familiar? Yes... The society sickness...
Since when, I thought Mindcry is very EPIC in Dotardsdology... He still is well...
But I thought my friend, Charles was one of them... But maybe not... I finally understand the true definition of Dotards, through classmate. One could have studied so much, so knowledgeable, but then poisoned like no tomorrow... Sigh, pathetic... There is no words anymore...

I may be stupid, and I don't mind to lose and be even more stupid than you... I'd rather be so than to be corrupted.

This year competition

This year, I finally participated in major tournaments... Although I didn't win anything, but I am satisfied with my achievements, with CELGames getting 6th, and WCG 5th placed. Below is some photos taken during CELGames 2008 and WCG 2008.

CELGames 2008

CELGames 2008 take 2

CELGames 2008 take 3

WCG 2008

回忆

回忆。。。难得与你一起出去游玩的时候。
今年你的十九岁生日，买了你喜欢的手表给你。。。也带了你去look out point

不好意思，我头发很难看

永远忘不了

去年的十二月，在圣诞节过后的两天，我答应带你去你想去的地方，大马之眼。今年的圣诞节，你会是我女友在我身边陪伴我吗？

一步一步地走

近在眼前

笑一个

这。。被Peggy拍的

远距离的一张

没闪光灯的，还不错

终于，像样的

还记得，当时得开心

Graphic Card... finally

Well, for my dear XFX 8800GTS XXX Edition 320MB, seems like serving me well throughout much time... But recently has fallen sick due to heavy job of RA3... Don't worry, I won't let you down, I won't stress you out like what my friend did to his poor 9800GTX and HD4870. Sigh.. financial crisis eh... I can't afford another one, I ain't any champion anyway, I don't have good Internet to train, and I never get anything new...

This year Christmas and holiday....

Time passed like water from an uphill down the falls to the river,
Yet we didn't realize it is almost another circle comes to an end,
For that I must say I cherish every moment I had with you anytime anywhere,
For that I hope and pray you will do good in everything you face,
And this year Christmas and holiday, will you finally be at my side till the end...?

To all dearest idiot

Lately, with the release of the newly invented Campro CPS (Cam Profiling Cam Profile Switching) engine by Proton and Lotus, but somewhat Lotus said to be "cheap solution", but Proton claimed to be new technology, to be installed in various Proton cars such as Gen-2, Waja, and also coming soon Satria Neo.
Apparently for now, Waja has the highest tuning with 125HP with new Campro CPS DOHC 1.6 engine...
And you guessed it, those idiots think it is "Proton VTEC".. and bought it and started to challenge Vios 1.5 DOHC VVT-i and City 1.5 SOHC VTEC... Well, it is not really they can lead or even lead during pickup... Well, this is Proton... and there is a reason why Proton survives other than taxing foreign cars, because there are too much ah-beng idiots...
Anyhow, we must praise Proton for the CPS improvement... Since the original Campro was disaster... Where Proton claimed it was for sport car purpose during release that time, the Campro engine torque only effective starting 4200 RPM.... That makes many people with manual transmission need to shift between 2nd and 3rd gear much during uphill.. And you can imagine, auto transmission.. Just need to floor the pedal, and here gone their invested money in Campro believed to be saving fuel.
This CPS improvement works with VIM (Variable Inlet Manifold), consisting of 2 different length intake manifold, 1 short and 1 long. The VIM uses the long manifold during low to mid speed cruising and short manifold at high speed, where Proton believes long manifold allows slower air flow, achieving better fuel mix; while short manifold allows faster air flow that benefits higher RPM. The VIM switches at 4800RPM, while the CPS switches profile at 3800RPM, and the CPS uses a trilobite camshaft to switch between 2 profiles, one low valve lift cam profile and one high valve lift cam profile.
There goes the answer, why people say it is "Proton VTEC", cam lifting ma... But then they dream too soon to think they achieved what Honda VTEC can do in such a short time... Honda VTEC technology does have a reason behind it, why it is being the King of N.A (Naturally Aspirated), where many current new CPS supporter doesn't know. But then so be it, when you can't get something, get half of that will be happy enough, don't we?

Works need to be done at a glance

So, I have a stupid documentation for MS Access, and also for the web design. Which I already estimated to be around 30 pages.
Besides that, I have the IBC assignment to be hand in on Monday, but finished.
Furthermore, I still have the web page to be done which I hate and lazy to touch.
And not to forget, to add some "advanced" query modification for MS Access.
Lastly, waiting for stupid yet guessed to be difficult DTA assignment.
And finally, sigh~~... It's not really exam that bothers me, but then... Ping... One week gone, another week coming and all the best... And also here comes nearer and nearer to the day I worry.

Final Fantasy X character at a glance

Yuna and Tidus with scenes

Yuna and Tidus at Lake Macalania, Tidus shows his love

Yuna

Wakka with Besaid Aurochs

Tidus

Rikku

Lulu

Kimahri

Sir Auron

NFS Undercover turnover

Totally the biggest joke... And the worst game I ever bought
Graphic, not to say not good... but it is not very good, and really looks like it is half done product
Music, totally out
Gameplay, not good at all... Poor user interface, poor gaming interface
Really, EA screwed up NFS series since Carbon...
And if to compare to Most Wanted which is 10/10, Carbon 5/10, Pro-Street 7/10, Undercover will be 2/10. Pathetic.

Without good sleep

Quite worry how her and her exam...
And quite worry about my assignment...
And of course, most worry about... Am I going to lost her? Or to say lost the very hope...

My day of reckoning is coming soon

Following the start of STPM, it means also the coming end of STPM, and it marks the destruction of my hope and dream so long for 3 years more... Things are not so good really... What I hope to hear from her, it is kind of impossible... Yet, still wish her doing well...

Don't ask why... for I don't know why and I don't know what to do, how to prepare to face it...

Random

The random photo taken by the media on the RA3 Launch itself

Countdown

1 more day to go...
That's the event that you waited, and put effort to do good for 1 and half years... Jiayou~~Ping...

A million appreciation

With the help of my group assignment partner Zheng Min aka Tzmin, my website finally got a look, making me less work to do on it. Thanks for it, I owe you one.

3 years in the run

To get this started, I must say, I haven't start my HTML... Which is very bad but nothing related to the title.

Follow up, November 18 2008, the release date for Need For Speed Undercover®, where I need to go and collect up my copy at TSB SS2. And it also marks the date of STPM, the very tough General Paper, so called "Pengajian Am", so here I wish good luck and all the best to all my friends that are STPM candidates.

Specifically, here is another shout-out, for the one I loved, Siang Ping... 3 years I've been going after you and waited, just to let you know, I just love you that I don't even realize or mind about it, and so sorry if I ever do something that made you hate me or angry, I really don't mean to make you unhappy, although I always hoped that you will somehow consider about me after this exam; but still here my purpose is to personally wish you fortune, all the best and to say the least, "Ping, you can do it, jiayou~~"

Hopeless Desire

Hopeless desire... It happens on me most of the time... Such as I can list to be study, someone I like, WCG... Talking about WCG, well Malaysia's broadband is too good to play online that most of the time will lag. And friends around me, to say gamers most of them are "Dotards" who play a map call DoTa, others that I taught them how to play are most likely lazy to train up, giving stupid excuses such as homework, but that's how I did it? Well, who doesn't hope to win to achieve things they want without training without pay off? But certainly my friends out there they think this miracle will happen. Well, they have everything that I want, they have someone they like, they studied what they like... That's maybe why they think I am idiot, that can't achieve anything but just gaming when I am alone and not like them got someone to accompany...

Weird Rumors, Real Going On? The Real Is True Without Doubt, But The Rumors?

While recently, there is a rumor spreading around, regarding one of my classmate, where it is spreaded until he is being asked by some of my friends, with some "weird questions" such as "kupas udang" according to him. Well, as in the truth that is not rumors, what I say in the post "3...2...1... Coupled up", I actually mean what I feel... It may refer to so many friends around me that is so true, such KP/PW and etc not to mention too much. But someone else, actually read up that thread, and responded, where I never point it to his name, and say, you are the one I am talking about... But smart people do know what I mean...

And by the way, he is really hardworking about the headache HTML, maybe pro enough to teach me soon...
Super pro in HTML, Super pro in maintaining your relationship.. Good Luck.

3...2...1... Coupled up

More and more of my friends around me, even my group assignment team members, the very last and only one already coupled up and found their partner, and I must say.. Doing real good in HTML maybe... Haha

Me... What am I? Nothing... Doing everything on myself, waiting someone without regret although it is a kind of forever impossible...

HTML, HTKL

That's right, HTML, Hypertext Markup Language... should be HTKL, Hypertext Killing Language

What can I do?

As title, what can I do when friends around me are all blur? What can I do when they are actually just acting blur? What can I do when they not only acting blur but knowing everything that they need even that they don't need? And what can I do now is, let it be... They like to behave 2K attitude that's up to them... I still need to stand on my own... Even I don't have anything they have, ranging from money, knowledge, plenty of A's, the world military top secret, a good nice bf/gf... But, one thing... I regret that I changed to a such "Oscar Award" group

WCG Grand Finale 2009, see you in Chengdu, China

That's it, the World Cyber Games 2008 already over, after the Grand Finale in Cologne, Germany. While it is still long to go for 2009, the next year WCG Grand Finale will be held in Chengdu, China.
So gamers, you can now train up, vote for your favorite games, and give it a shot at next year competition.

What can't be done? What can be done?

At the current moment, HTML assignment can't be done, DTA takes a long time be done, RA3 takes super long or imposible to master before next year WCG perhaps... Why things going this way... And of course, 3 years waiting for someone, can't really get the desired answer...

This isn't over, and that's another coming

HTML HTML HTML... Correct, just HTML... You guessed it... Another big big trouble that will eat up a whole lot training time for RA3, doing DTA exercises, or your sleeping time...

Red Alert 3 review

After playing for days, I can say... This game AI just too imbalance as if they got map hack on for them. And vs human player, it is like in Las Vegas, where you guess you bet and if you are right you win.

Another end, yet difficult

It is 5 weeks away from the end of semester 1, and it also means the coming of buffer week, also means that after buffer week it is the exam, and the nearest one, the submission of most assignment. UCP aka Using Computer Pakages, doesn't have any exam but only 1 assignment, which the presentation for part 1 is done today, but the next part is what that can took my life, so called web design using HTML. DTA aka Data Analysis, something like math+quantitative methods that we learned before in foudation year, it is the same anyway, but then still facing some good old problem memorizing all those damn long formulas. IBC aka Introductory Business Concept, don't even know what topic included and taught by lecturer, because one slide he can explain up to half an hour, and that's why most people ZZzZzzZ...

So, the outcome... Unpredictable and unimaginable

The Presentation,The Dire Situation

The presentation for UCP, so called Using Computer Packages... While many groups presented and seems like so fine, but yet my friends gone through a very worse one. This makes me started to think, the earlier groups, are they really so good at it without much criticism from lecturer, or they all just actor/actress aka Oscar winner. Anyway, Dasvedanya...

Reasoning and Knowledge

What is reasoning and what is knowledge?
Knowledge is direct and fast, such as you know 1+1=2
Reasoning is logic, and in a way as sub-knowledge, where there is a procedure you go through to get the answer such as, when given 489765*2354=?, most likely you will need to use a calculator instead of directly giving answer such as 1+1=2

My friend, Tan Khai Phin recently bought some new stuff to be added on his computer, a new motherboard and the very hot HD4870. While this is not the main point in this entry, what important is the knowledge and reasoning in his mindset. For months after teaching him about the RTS game, Command & Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars, I find that his reasoning out-reasoned his knowledge, for one can convert reasoning to gain knowledge by practical+understanding. That is why, he loses easy battle where he should have won. In such RTS, a decent player with knowledge will know on the spot like 1+1=2 what to do to counter or when to attack, while a decent player like my friend with good reasoning will think, I must build this and that to counter that, but then he will think is that a good counter? Or he will ask himself, if I attack now, what if the enemy has too much?

So reasoning and knowledge... It existed and affected much roles in life

Need For Speed Undercover

The Need For Speed series made a return after 1 year, this time is the 12th installment for the NFS series, named NFS Undercover. This title will be released on 18th November 2008, on various platform like PC, PS3, XBox 360, Nintendo DS, Nintendo Wii, even on different mobile phone platform. The NFS Undercover will feature much of the game-play from previous installment such as Sprint, Circuit, and new introduced Highway Battle, The Heist, and Cop & Robbers mode.

Car List
Porsche Carrera GT (2005)
Porsche 911 Turbo (2006)
Porsche GT3 RS (2006)
Aston Martin DB9 (2006)
Audi R8 (2008)
Audi TT (2007)
Audi S5 (2009)
BMW M6 (2008)
BMW M3 (2003)
Dodge Challenger (1971)
Dodge Charger SRT8 (2007)
Ford Mustang GT (2006)
Ford GT (2006)
Ford Escort Cosworth (1996)
Ford Shelby GT500 (1967)
Koenigsegg CCX (2006)
Lamborghini Murcielago LP640 (2006)
Lexus IS-F (2008)
Lotus Elise (2006)
McLaren F1 (1995)
Mazda Speed-3 (2006)
Mazda RX-8 (2006)
Mazda RX-7 (1995)
Mercedes CLS 63 (2008)
Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution (2006)
Mitsubishi Lancer Evo IX MR (2006)
Nissan GT-R (R35) (2007)
Nissan Skyline GT-R (R34) (1999)
Nissan 370Z (2009)
Pagani Zonda F (2006)
Plymouth Barracuda (1970)
Pontiac Solstice GXP (2006)
Toyota Supra (1998)
Volkswagen Golf R32 (2006)
Volkswagen Scirocco (2008)

MAP
Undercover will feature a new "open-world" map consisting of over a hundred miles of road and a large highway system making it the largest need for speed open world environment EA has ever created. The map is of a fictional city based on the American West Coast cities. The city is called Tri-City, and consists of four boroughs called Palm Harbor, Port Cresent, Gold Coast Mountains, and Sunset Hills.

The Tri-City

Plot
The NFS Undercover's story mode sets the player in the story as a police officer going undercover into the criminal underground of Tri-City, a fictional city where the game is set. Players will take on dangerous jobs and compete in races in order to infiltrate and take down a ruthless international crime smuggling syndicate of street racers and car thieves. The player's only contact to the police is federal handler Chase Linh, played by Maggie Q.

The NFS Undercover will be available to pre-order @ The Software Boutique right now, plus a bonus of Double Gamers Point for TSB Privelege Member. Retail price at RM 129.