In Deep

In Deep... Referring to an OST of Command & Conquer Red Alert 2.

Here... However... Not this time

I began to think... Why I need to struggle and to tell someone when they are wrong when they don't even bother the fact... Charles always taught me to let them be... But listening to what they talk, or should I say bullshitting is really an ear sore.

I began to think, I am not really smart but sometimes know too much... That makes people don't really like me.

I began to realize, I can crap and play but not to the crazy extent... That's why my friends around me not really like to hang out with me.

I began to realize, I am sure I just need her be with me... And it is a far far dream beyond Zanarkand.

So I say... I am just what I am... But I can't change the truth and fact that she doesn't like something like me, nor did I can change the fact that I can become another one that she likes probably...

"Choose someone that loves you is better than choosing someone that you loved" Well, this not really apply on me I think...

So that... Sometimes I wonder, what is the purpose of me to exist... Since every sincerity, effort, good will, and feelings I put on and give out is meant to be nothing towards her and friends around me which applicable... All are just "NOT Gate" as in Logic Gates.

Tagged by Zicron

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1) Zero is the weirdest name in this world but it is which I like.
2) Zanarkand is a virtual place that I wish it exist. (Because many people querying me where is that)
3) Toyota is for old people that can't withstand some real good power and suspension.
4) I've been taught by RICO Lee Wei Jie that watching Hentai/Ecchi is better than real JAV.
5) Zicron aka JD (Tagger) provides me some up to date info regarding Processor, Mobo, and GPU.
6) Shi Hao provides me with up to date software news.
7) The New Honda City still have some times to go for a proper run in.
8) I like Naturally Aspirated engine over Force Induction.
9) If I read only what is useful and interesting, then Tzmin is the opposite of me exclude technical stuff.
10) I have no intention to study in APIIT because there have no course that I like.
11) I play RTS Command & Conquer series until the day I can't.
12) I love my loved one.. But always there is nothing to me...
13) "One can master any physical, given enough time; one can have unlimited wisdom, with enough knowledge, it is a warrior who can master both" - George Takei
14) I wanted to be as successful as my dad, but situation looks dire in here our Bolehland, and most importantly I have doubt in myself.
15) My Honda City VTEC 0-100km/h timing is same with Volvo 2.5L turbo.
16) Malay Pigs shall perish from this world. (Malays pigs refer to those really pig and useless)

So I Tag--
1) Tzmin (He always crap about his life which can take some time to read)
2) Moong (He is a 100% centralize styled person)
3) Charles (He is optimistic)
4) Ohytheng (He is blur and idiot enough sometimes, well more to his way of writing)
5) MingKee (She is the ever person that I felt I made a wrong decision with)

Uprising Cast Announced

The cast for the Command & Conquer Red Alert 3: Uprising is announced and it is very promising as it features many big hollywood stars all around this time, and also superstars from the World Wrestling Entertainment. Check out those photos...

Holly Valance as Brenda Snow

Jamie Chung as Takara

Jodi Lynn as Kelly Weaver

Malcolm McDowell as Rupert Thornley

And our lovely Lieutenant Eva starring Gemma Atkinson

And not to forget the return of Dasha for the Soviet Union...

New Honda City

The Back

3M Mat

Alloy Pedal

Illuminated Side Step

I have not much photo taken... Just a few here now to share...

PDRM new toy

Recently, the PDRM (Polis DiRaja Malaysia) have so many new toys at their disposal, such as the Mitusbishi Lancer Evo-X, and the Volvo S80T.

Well, as you can see... Pretty much they realize their so called Campro Waja can't really do much is chasing down people, but then still many ah beng fancy of their Campro...

Anyway, it is sure feeling good to spend people's money, so called Rakyat's money to buy some new toy for a new year of 2009, riding in new car around, and just pursue down some fellas for some coffee voucher with ease, isn't it?

Let's forget about the Evo-X, it's quite a car... Now we talk about the luxury Volvo S80 2.5T, with turbocharged inline-5 2.5 litre engine, rated at 200HP@4800RPM and 300Nm of torque between 1500-4500RPM and it takes as long as 8 seconds to climb from 0-100km/h. How fast? How slow?

Oh no.. Too fast compared to normal car, but too slow even compared to a properly modded Proton Putra or SGTi, or even compare to VW Golf GTI 2.0, or even non-turbo Civic Type R, and just many properly modded car out there. Come one, a car almost 250k+... Sure it is luxurious enough, but is that practical is so called used to chase down hardcore criminal? Heavy, a 2.5 big engine to even lose to 1.6 and 1.8 alike... And no, even 1.5... A Honda City 0-100km/h in 8.2 seconds, surely they could chase down such City, but still have hard time... So don't even dream others...

So, shame on Volvo? Or shame on PDRM's decision?

Definitely I want to go

If I have the chance, I will definitely want to join moon and fellows in LYN for their next gathering, there are much more to learn and share.

And... I can collect my new City tomorrow... Hope it all goes fine.

Moon's EK9 at LYN

The VTEC just kicked in yo~~~

Civic Type R

My dream car, Honda Civic Type R...

Civic EK4 VTEC Turbo

The power of force induction with VTEC, on EK4. Monstrous...

DOHC VTEC at a glance

Behold, the power of VTEC, one of the most powerful Naturally Aspirated engine technology.

Watch a bedtime stories, and put down sometime

Out of some surprise, I actually went for bedtime stories with someone...
At least... There is some hours that I could made myself down and blank...
Without those hassles and study worries or anything that is bad...

And finally, let's hope the coming car is good... Someone waiting to see how bad that car is I suppose... But no matter, after drinking so many Vitagen... I try to not to say anything even I know it is right... Vitagen is just as good as other sweeties in calming down sometimes.

Insurrection

Insurrection... Riot... Revolution...
Good... I will be seeing who joining the Insurrection force soon...
As I speak frankly, sometimes people just don't like to admit when they are wrong and inferior...
Instead, gather a revolutionary force and start to make things against you and convince the world they are right...
This is it, they've found î weaknesses, a long time warrior that wants to voice out to be general...
He is very capable, but just haven't wake up in time, until now... He is ready to take me down...
î's partner, also a very capable officer, 24 hours a day isn't enough... At least, not enough for her to plan and plot anything she wants... I trust that it is now the time for î to give her some attention.
The supreme commander of this Insurrection force, also has a very cunning assistant, specialize is using tactics while creating super energy barrier to protect herself that even a nuke won't penetrate.
Supreme commander sergeant, is very obedient that even you tell him 10$ to buy a car he will trust it.

And this complies the short stories of the Revolution of UCFF0705 TP1F0808BC/COM UC1F0808BMP triple force axis.

A A A A A

"Hello, KP ah... I want to complain la"
"I know la... Haha"
" What you know?"
"Haha.. you want to say you are correct and he is wrong right?"
"Ya lo ya lo, and then hor~~ (cut-off)"
"And then you want to say he is not capable of getting an A right?"
"Ya lo ya lo, you know la.. I love A so much, as if it is like an addictive porn. And then hor, Sony Ericsson is best you know, you must admit and agree with me. Haha... So good to have friend like you la, what also can tell you... I lazy to chap that fellow also..."
"Haha... Ya lo.. Mine Motorolla only.. No comment... Oh wait, Peggy is on the line."
"What? Peggy? Ask her to support me, vote me so that I can get more A's and Myvi ya."
"Alright, will do... If I remember"
"WHAT?!?! You must remember I tell you, I must WIN."
"Ok ok..."
(switch line)
"Peggy, sorry about the delay"
"Never mind, you talking with some other girls I suppose"
"......"

The story above teaches me, don't comment on people, ignorance is bliss, thanks to Peggy and KP for such an inspiration, and Tzmin for such a booster.

8:30 am in the morning

So early, so sleepy...
Finally I drive a kembara again, how I miss the revving of Kembara...
Kembara serves well throughout all the years.. Especially going around hilly roads, although not fast enough...

A weird mind

Oh Tzmin... Oh TKPhin...
You two really...
Always...
Best for himself minded vs SM minded...
And then...
I will faint if one day you two will argue...
But that day will not happen...
Because Tzmin loves craps from TKPhin...
Be it constructive, knowledgeable, or totally craps...
Because Tzmin doesn't like study, only memorizing...
Because Tzmin got Vitagen, and TKPhin got Bak Kut Teh...
One Vitagen after Bak Kut Teh.. Ah, how nice~~~

Tinting

There are so god damn many kind and brand of tinting out there...
And I have only come across V-kool and Air-Kool...
This is a very big mistake for not paying attention to tinting stuffs...
That makes me now wondering which is good enough...

The concept of force induction vs naturally aspirated

Explanation in terms of:

1) Khai Phin: Force induction is just an add-on to boost engine performance and thus N.A still better.
2) JD: Force induction is like overclocking while N.A is normal state.
3) Tzmin: Force induction or N.A is none of my business.
4) Peggy: Har? Apa tu?
5) Kim: I like bicycle, oh wait... I like NuSkin charged engine
6) My brother: Work hard and earn until like dad and you can have both.
7) My sister: I don't care la.. I just floor pedal and brake every time. Fuel consumption? Let it be...
8) Malay Pigs and Ah Beng: Dugong and Proton is the best you noob, it is cheap and powerful.

College again

Well.. In few hours time, I am going back to college for classes again... Sigh, boring enough... But this is what I need to do anyway at the moment...

When I am in primary, when I saw my brother and sister finishes their UPSR, PMR, SPM respectively, I began to imagine that feeling... And till now, I began to imagine when I finishes my degree, it's gonna be another story, because going to step into the society and work, and with my knowledge I could hardly earn a penny maybe. All this to stop, and just finish what is in front of me, for thinking too far won'e help any for now.

Vitagen

La La La~~

Vitagen Home Delivery Services

6 packs = 30 bottles for a price of RM11

Honda City i-VTEC

The car is coming soon...
The car is not mine either...
The car will suffer improper way of driving...
The car will suffer rude unnecessary braking and high revving...
Whatever... I've done all research, and end up seeing that car being damaged internally over time...
Dad is right, why need 2 City, just get a Civic...
But then dad says... Everyone wants a Civic... You all will fight if I buy one...
So... Brother always compares the price, sister always wants what is new, mom always likes car with expensive price tag but low performance especially hatchback. Me... The wrong timing to drive a car like City which always let someone critic about. Well, you've got a nice 1.8L, brand new... I've got nothing...

The Red Army Marching Out Again This Coming March

Months after Red October, The Red Alert 3 Launch in Malaysia itself, EA now presenting the expansion for the very hot Red Alert 3, called Red Alert 3 : Uprising

This expansion pack is solely only available to PC, featuring 4 new campaigns, new units, and the new Commander Challenge mode, similar to Generals Challenge back in Zero Hour, but this time much more difficult you need to challenge all commanders in over 50 different terrain with different objectives.

The 4 new campaigns are catered to Allies, Soviet, Rising Sun, and Yuriko. Storyline to start from the aftermath of the epic battle of Red Alert 3, with Soviet still reeling from its ultimate defeat, Rising Sun struggle to regain its honor and find out about their true identity, and the victorious Allies to deal with internal corruption and deceit while maintaining peace.

Also take note that this expansion is standalone which means you don't need to install RA3 to play RA3:Uprising, and we've got rumors that this expansion will not be selling normally in DVD form instead only available for download from EA, which is probably not a good news. Limited info is available now so stay tune for updates.

Screwmyx and TmNut

"LaLaLa, jom kita minum dulu, itu talian kat Eropah putus, bukan kita punya pasal"
"Eh, sudah repair tau, orang putih kat sana efisien sangat tau"
"Ah? Tak apa... Customer complain, kita copy paste troubleshoot methods dan reply aje, jangan bimbang, goyang kaki minum kopi makan nasi 1 bulan lagi baru kita buat kerja mereka pun tak boleh buat apa"
"Ya ya, betul juga, Pak LaLaLaHHH pun belum bising lagi, rakyat bising tak apa la, lagipun nama Screwmyx and TmNut agak cantik, I suka kacang tau dalam nasi lemak"

Semester 2

Semester 2, CHOS, SAD, and MPP.
CHOS- You better don't dream or sleep a second or else you will fail weekly test.
SAD- Boring stuff but insist you to take very seriously.
MPP- Worst subject of this semester, with some lecturer assigned group mate, which will fail no doubt.

Standing on top

That feeling is nice no doubt, when one standing on top of another, even rest of the world, becoming the champion of champion.
Well, inspired by Alpha, but in the year 2008 I don't seem achieving anything. A good thing to think about that Alpha asked me, am I going to train RA3 and win something in 2009? All I can say now, not very difficult to win but very difficult to train properly either with condition in Malaysia. And Malaysia gaming world, only top 3 players can be considered good in which they will give up about newcomer.

Honda EG6 with K20A @ 300HP

My brother's GTI is incredible on road... And actually many people mod their car into a monster, while some just ah-bengfied for a "cooler" look but end up very "lala"... But here is something else, where everything is taken in depth, while it is normal for them but too much than I could imagine, from an empty EG6, to a K20A EG @ 300Hp, watch out.

Butterfly Effect

Here today I will talk about Butterfly Effect, it is quite an old theory, but no matter since we have some example today.
Butterfly Effect simply means a chain continuous reaction/event that is triggered one by another.
A simple example, Honda City uses DBW and then Toyota will follow despite to regain their sales, and then local Proton and Perodua will start shooting DBW weaknesses while 2 years later they implement it.

A more complicated example, Kim scores 29 in CHOS test, and then many people start to group with her regardless of understanding or mere memorizing which at that point not important, and then Kim suddenly read a blog and got on fire, blazing fire that kind and start to use that issue to flame the pity Myvi driver Tzmin, and ask Tzmin to destroy Honda driver aka the author.

Well, Kim is indeed very experienced in the society earning money which I must respect, but somehow she needs to understand, not every place is the same place, and not everyone will say something directly instead using subliminal messaging, and a strong perception is needed.

1 Assignment for Semester 2, grouped

As per my most intelligent friend's blog @tzmin89.blogspot.com
I know he wants to try his group assignment with his most loved one, Kim... Because by then he doesn't need to listen to me like last time, where I always mock him for not following format properly, grammar not good and etc... Well actually he is right about 1 thing, he feels more comfortable with kiasu kiasi people like Kim and Para... Like that they have same interest, want the best for themselves while step people down to the hell.

Ok, and another thing he is right about... He actually hates to do work with me...

Kin Hoe's 21st Birthday

Wai Hong and Kin Hoe

Kin Hoe with his lovers aka Woan Yun along with pals

1.2.3... Push... Ew, so lovely and nice

This... The most important of the night

Ping, Yun, and Jun Hoh

Yun, Ping, Yih Huey, and Chee Leng

Card giving ceremony, with Ms. Lina and Pn. Yap

Take 2

A random shot

Kin Hoe happy with his card

And here it is.. Cake Time!!!

Thinking how to deal with that cake

A group photo aka big family photo

Take 2... Notice any difference with the people?

Upon request, extra shots

Actually she is quite angry... And I quite worry

Above are the photos available here from my camera during Kin Hoe's 21st birthday celebration. The event itself was kinda successful, along with the presence of 2 teachers, Ms. Lina Lee and Pn. Yap Phaik Hwei...
And due to sickness, I just sit silently most of the time, wearing the t-shirt that Ping gave me as birthday present... However, she seems to be angry on me... Well...
And after all, happy 21 Kin Hoe... May many happy returns

Flash back 2008

It is now 2009, what have I accomplished in 2008?

1) WCG... I got 5th
2) CelGames... I got 5th
3) Ipoh Tournament... First time go that far with friends, and finally won something, just RM150
4) Completing APIIT Foundation
5) Lotus Elise training
6) Completed my Razer set accessories
7) Bought the Swatch for her

Actually... All just failure... I am not champion, I did not win...
I did not get what I want, what I dream...
I did not get my girl... Or... Never she will be...
I did not study what I wanted...
I did not save and earn enough...

Ipoh Tournament

Discussing over fixture pattern

Explaining

Discussing which fixture is "better"

Finally, drawing fixture

Everyone drawed and eager to see who's their opponent

Finalizing

Not bad, actually the fixture very bad

KP still blur and asking others

Holyboy giving his own "speech before tournament"

Be Seated, Prepare And Go...

5.4.3.2.1... Starting... Loading

Building. Construction Complete. New Construction Options

Me, playing against my opponent

Finished and won... Sms-ing

A small group photo during break

Another match going to start

Looking nervous... Because Vs Champion

Me again...

Watching Final (Holyboy vs Vic Viper)

Confirming my prizes ^^... With Xiao Li

Aww.. My eyes... Ruined

Another group

A final group photo, the end of tournament

All the photos above are provided by the photographer of the event and gamers.com.my, special thanks to Andy. Thanks to Mr Allan, Alex, Wai San, and all who participated in this event. And thanks to gamers.com.my for all the sponsoring.