As Long As You Love Me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby
I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me

不知道

不知道我怎么了

不知道我想怎样

这东西就那么复杂吗？

也许我知道我想怎样

只不过我不能自私

我知道我在这不好受

我猜在哪里也不好

只是。。。我真的很想

很想去做一些事。。。

至少，希望会令她开心的。

 

我。。。在你们眼中，也许不怎么样。。。

但。。。我是我，我爱她。。。

 

一个礼拜多。。。心冷冷的，喝得不好，吃得没味，睡得不好。。。

累但睡不着，想呕却又呕不出。。。

不管什么担忧。。。最后只能化为期望，期望她在哪里一切安好顺利。

因为，想听她的声音。。。却又怕打扰她，惹她厌倦。

一切的一切，就收在心里自己知，自个儿忍受。

心病还需心药医

心病还需心药医，解铃还需系铃人。

是的。。。我知道。。。

嫔，她不可能会给我心药。。。就算她会，那也是暂时的而已。

因为，那是她的努力而得到的成果。。。她应该去的

不管有多长的假期，她还得回去，直到念完为止。。。

也许。。。这也是一开始不习惯，也许我这不习惯，回比想象中来的长。

因为，也许太远了。。。也对那地方没有什么认识，也不懂有什么人。

无比的担忧，无尽的想念。。。只有自己知。

所以，她是对的。。。我需要自己给自己一个鼎新剂。。。但希望我能做到

做到，也得做一段长久的时间。。。一年？两年？三年？

到最后，一共七年。。。也许这长久的心病会得到真正的心药？

也或者。。。心药，一早到一半就已经被拿走了，没有了。

 

嫔，我知道这几天。。。我有点过火了。。。希望你谅解。。。请你原谅

你去了那里之前。。。我已经不大睡得好。。。

你去了之后。。。我简直就快失眠。。。

我想，为什么。。。总是要离那么远？

你说过，叫我不要担心那么多。。。一切到时候就懂。。。

可是，为什么就拿到那么远的？

这，是个考验吗？

对我而言，也许是。。。

对你而言，也许也有一定的影响，只不过在不同的方面与程度。

不管如何，

嫔。。。记得有我在这里，随时都能帮你，只要你相信我就好。

记得有我在想你，担心你，等待你每一次的归来。

嫔，记得与相信。。。我等你，我爱你。

Larger Than Life

I may run and hide
When you're screaming my name, alright
But let me tell you now
There are prices to fame, alright
All of our time spent in flashes of light
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

Looking at the crowd
And I see your body sway, c'mon
Wishing I could thank you in a different way, c'mon
'Cause all of your time spent keeps us alive
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

All of your time spent keeps us alive
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life
Yeah, every time we're down
Yeah, you can make it right
Yeah, and that's what makes you larger than life
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right

And that makes you larger

That makes you larger
That makes you larger than life

Let The Music Heal Your Soul

A classic song, by Bravo All Stars (Back Street Boys, Touche, N’sync etc)

Oh if someone writes a song with a simple rhyme
Just a song where is feeling show
And if someone feels the same about the simple song
Oh sometimes you can hear them sing
Music gives you happiness and sadness
But it also, also heals your soul
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music give you the power to move any mountain

Oh, if someone plays piano with some simple chords
So melodic and endearing, too
Oh if someone plays guitar with the old piano
And maybe you can hear them sing
Music gives you happiness and sadness
But it also, it also heals your soul
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music give you the power to move any mountain

Let the music heal your soul
let the music take control
let the music heal your soul
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control

Ping…

You are there so far…

Just… Take care ok… All the best…

So sorry if I am a bit over these few days…

I just really worry… You understand me about that very well I guess…

Hope when you back… you are still the fine and good Ping always…

I always will wait for you… For anything we can

枫

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃
想 唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

不能说的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

彩虹

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

晴天

故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落

为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍

没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开

刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点

从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

安靜

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信 
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

Ping

Ping… You are leaving… Finally, your hard work and effort earned you this…

Sincerely wish you will be good there, and have a smooth study there…

Hope you see some good changes in these few months…

Forgive me for those unfavorable… And if I left out any promises yet to be fulfilled, I promise I will when you back…

I will have hard time getting a good sleep I guess… But don’t worry, I will try to get to it…

Many many words I couldn’t finish or tell you by now, because it seems endless…

Remember, I always here ready to help and support you…

Remember, I am waiting you to come back always…

Remember, I always wait for you… Now, then, future…

Finally… Ping, miss you always… Love you always now and then…

All the best… Take care… And again, love you… Be good, must be good :’(

All gone

That’s right… That’s it…

All going… All gone…

What remains?

Nothing?

Really nothing maybe?

When coming back?

Coming back like this or with something extra?

What is left with me then?

Nothing good but just assignments? Shit…

Spell + ing = Spelling

Baby Sister? Babysister? Baby Sitter? Babysitter?

Master Tzmin

BSc (Hons) in Web Design and Development with Specialism in Expression Web 2, Dreamweaver.

BSc (Hons) in Programming Techniques with Specialism in Java, VB, C#, C, and C++.

BSc (Hons) in Image Media Handling with Specialism in Expression Designer 2, and Flash.

BA (Hons) in Fine Art.

Diploma in Perodua Myvi service complain list and format.

Foundation in Fireman Restaurant grilling and cooking skills.

 

Master Tzmin available for hire… Looking for around RM7500/month or higher.

Or hire for a single project with just a Honda Jazz i-VTEC, 2 projects with VW Golf GTI.

Honda Civic FD2

Finally, going to place an order for the Honda Civic FD2 aka 2.0 i-VTEC.

Tzmin “Oh gosh, why you insist on that ripped off stupid car”

Yea tzmin, I guess so… Nothing so fancy… But I still believe it still the best choice among 2.0

 

And anyway, congratulations in getting first class for your WDD and PRGT. And also semester 2 all first class. You deserve it.

What is left for me

“This is nice…” “Aiya don’t want la, RM10 so expensive”

“This is nice…” “RM 10 only, come we go try.”

So I conclude, different treatment… Well, what is left for me?

 

I can’t stop my friends treating me like that…

I can’t stop her going to pursue her dream of course…

All I can do, I did… Maybe going to be a residue in memory?

I am not the right one? I am always the bad guy even though I treat my friends and her that nice?

Ya right? There is nothing fair in this world.

Ya… Sure… They born to be King and Queen, Prince and Princess… I am just a mere pawn, or pawn type R even become prawn, just a small prawn.

 

I wonder, did one ever appreciate and remember?

Jacob’s Walk of Life

Wake up early in the morning at 5am… Or should I say, didn’t really sleep well due to some reason.

Anyway, it merely took us 20 minutes to reach the destination, Taman Metropolitan at Kepong. By the time we reach there, it is still dark but the parking already in chaos. We are lucky enough to find 2 nice spots near together to park our car, else we will need park at the side of MRR2.

Photos unavailable here, because this blog not so famous I think. The photos of the event should be up soon at the more colorful and popular King Charles’s blog.

Put it in a simple way, the registration is totally messed up and not systematic, maybe should known as Malaysian style. For the walk? For the shirt? For the biscuits? For the milk? Oh well~~

Anyway, the goodie bag is adequately filled, with 3 different packs of Jacob’s biscuits, a mineral water from Spritzer, and another small pack of Anlene milk powder. A careful observation revealed that it is from Demo Power.

Being the most useless of all, I actually just walk and walk… Aih, no choice la… All so strong, all got girlfriend support haha…

To wrap it up, task completed.

爱在记忆中找你

我对你这一生哪个可比
我与你差一些永远一起
邂逅时间场地似连场好戏
要自何页说起Wow Ho
爱太重深呼吸欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的却载不起
爱情来到时候似明媚天气
它走了突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

爱不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你 开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

Honda VIN List

Below is the VIN list for Honda.

Type R

(2006 – Present) Honda Civic Type R [FD2R] K20A

(2001 – 2007) Honda Civic Type R [EP3] K20A

(2001 – 2006) Honda Integra Type R [DC5] K20A

(1997 – 2001) Honda Civic Type R [EK9] B16B

(1995 – 2001) Honda Integra Type R [DC2] B18C

 

S2000

(1999 – 2005) Honda S2000 [AP1] F20C

(2005 – Present) Honda S2000 [AP2] F22C

 

Civic

(2006 – Present) Honda Civic 2.0 [FD2] K20Z2

(2006 – Present) Honda Civic 1.8 [FD1] R18A

(2006 – Present) Honda Civic Hybrid [FD3] LDA13

(2000 – 2005) Honda Civic 1.7 [ES1] D17A

(2000 – 2005) Honda Civic 2.0 [ES2] K20A

 

City

(2008 – Present) Honda City iVTEC [GM2] L15A

(2002 – 2008) Honda City VTEC [GD8] L15A

 

Jazz

(2002 – 2008) Honda Jazz VTEC [GD3] L15A

(2008 – Present) Honda Jazz iVTEC [GE8] L15A

 

Accord

(2008 – Present) Honda Accord [CP3] R20A, K24Z3, J35A

(2003 – 2008) Honda Accord [UC1] K20A, K25A, J30A

 

CR-V

(2007 – Present) Honda CR-V [RE2] R20A

(2001 – 2007) Honda CR-V [RD5] K20A

 

Odyssey

(2003 – Present) Honda Odyssey [RB1] K24A

 

Stream

(2008 – Present) Honda Stream [RN6] R18A

(2000 – 2007) Honda Stream [RN1] D17A

(2000 – 2007) Honda Stream [RN3] K20A

You served well… You will be kept as memory

Oh well… Sad case…

My XFX nVidia 8800GTS XXX Edition, it is “dead”… Reason unknown, but predictions due to overheat and caused some minor components or busses burnt…

Now I already keeping it nicely, after cleaning it within a box.

What replaces the 8800GTS, actually got no idea at first… But due to promotion, I’ve get the Gainward ATi HD4870 Golden Sample for a price of RM 699, as of which original price RM 899 something.

Hope it doesn’t give much trouble.

It’s party time

Finally the results is out… And here is a fiction…

“Yes my dear, you’ve done it… In fact, well done. You have won him, and I have won him. Long live the the 3K philosophy created by both of us”

“Ya… I am freaked out… We done it… We done it… Tell you what, he worth nothing, nothing at all… That’s why he never got a girlfriend until now.”

“So you will bring me back to Penang to meet your relatives right? We will be telling them we are getting married right?”

“Ya… But first honey, let us finish what we started and left over… Let us finish our final EPIC programming and web design… Send him to hell, then we can marry in peace.”

“Good idea… Let me cook you some Maggi Laksa now, it’s party time.”

“Yea… Relax now… Couldn’t agree more.”

 

~~ Good now… I can sleep now… Finally a week of semester break…

Kaspersky Internet Security

Thank god that the installation is successful today for my friend…

Now maybe I should have a god damn idea about why they can’t get it installed properly…

And last but not least, maybe I should really compensate the lost flash drive that Para lend to me.

And feeling sleepy than ever… After listening hour of Bukit Cahaya. As usual, Khai Phin is more than eager and happy when speaking of Bukit Cahaya. Maybe he should propose to Peggy at there during the dawn, and also bring Peggy there for honeymoon, good idea? Yea I suppose… Somemore it just can give the background of Blood Harvest.

Left 4 Dead

By now… My companion is still taking too much damage in No Mercy campaign, and still will accidentally shoot a Boomer in close quarter (well who don’t when panic?).

However cut those crap, because after a try on versus mode, I realized that it needs nothing but at least 6 players to make a versus fun, else survivor will simply have not much trouble.

As the infected, Boomer is simply the easiest… Just vomit and run, vomit and run… Or if no choice, kamikaze into group of survivors.

Hunter is most fun, but most useless for new players… As they will miss their pounce, and don’t know that they can actually leap against walls but busy-in to find something that can climb = =… And one thing, Hunter is melee all the way, no ranged attack like Boomer and Smoker.

Smoker all about patience… And all bout opportunity… Where you can snare the survivor in a place that they cannot be rescued… Other than that, creativity… Such as drag them through a Witch (Ouccchhh!) or drag them to the gap in between that will make them incapacitated instantly and waiting for their teammate to pull them up back.

Assignments

That’s right… This semester 3, having 2 assignments… 1 for Programming Techniques 1 for Web Design and Development.

I need help… Who can help me? Haha…

Well… you know because I not like my friend so talented… He can finish up the web within 2 days, and the VB within half day…

Monday again

I am typing this post using a very special keyboard, not so new not so old, the yellowish Microsoft Ergonomic Keyboard, trust me... It is harder than usual, who on Earth ever created this... Because, it is not evenly distributed, unlike those ergonomic keyboard now.

However, let's go to the topic... Monday again~~ Monday Blues~~ Or I prefer @@ ZZZzZzZZzz
Because it is 8:30am class, and it is Tzmin's favorite and Rage ABOUT Web Design and Development.

Infected in Left 4 Dead is all about Rage Rabies, while Tzmin is about Web Rabies perhaps? Take a look at his "redesigned" webspace at his blog.

祝我生日快乐

祝我生日快樂
作詞：鄭中庸　作曲：周杰倫

我知道傷心不能改變什麽
那麽讓我誠實一點
誠實 難免有不能控制的宣洩
只有關上了門不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面
手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

Semester 3

1 week 4 days…

Almost each day 2 classes…

Each classes 2 hours…

Each classes can only either be Web Design Development, or Programming Techniques…

Non-stop thrilling action of my classmates showing their hidden potential in using Expression Web 2, and Visual Studio…

Totally shit…

After some years, finally…

Finally… We got some news about the Toy Otak aka Toyota Corolla Altis 2.0 version will soon be available to our market, by the always worst service, worst price, worst quality UMW Motor.

As always, Toyota is actually good… But when it comes into Malaysia, by UMW, it becomes nothing worth but to cheat Auntie’s and Uncle’s money who still believe they are getting the super comfort Toyota as usual… Well cut this crap…

The main point is… Oh no, the 2.0 Corolla Altis will come with Dual VVT-i… Yes, you see it, it is Dual, DUAL, and DUAL VVT-i…

Fancy enough?

思

也许，我的选择是正确的；但是，你的决定也是正确的。

所以，这个“爱”字，也许我这世都不明白，也得不到。