The smell of happiness and love
The feel of joy and warmth
They just like disappeared from my life years ago…
Recently… I thought that I somehow found it again…
But it is just mere illusion… Or maybe lesser than illusion, just imagination.
Treat with sincere heart… As a sharp arrow strike back… That feeling just not good at all…
Saying not good… Because quite used to it for 4 years… If not maybe it should be great pain and wound…
I know… I don’t know
I own… I don’t own
I love… I don’t love
I gain… I don’t gain
3:45 AM
