If someone ask me, why I never posted a single thing this long…
Reason is I also don’t know how to express…
My birthday, special one? Not really… I failed… But at the same time it is special one though, I am not quite sad but just speechless and disappointed somehow, but not too long… However, I am happy seeing her happy.
And yes, from all what I see… She is totally different when with her group of friends… That’s what she is, and what I am a failure.
Khai Phin… Hope he can understand the situation, no right or wrong… But mindset stubborness can kill…
And as to me… What I wanted is not here… Maybe it is too much and greedy for me? I don’t know, I am pretty much not with my mind… I cannot sort out what I wanted to tell…
Reason is I also don’t know how to express…
My birthday, special one? Not really… I failed… But at the same time it is special one though, I am not quite sad but just speechless and disappointed somehow, but not too long… However, I am happy seeing her happy.
And yes, from all what I see… She is totally different when with her group of friends… That’s what she is, and what I am a failure.
Khai Phin… Hope he can understand the situation, no right or wrong… But mindset stubborness can kill…
And as to me… What I wanted is not here… Maybe it is too much and greedy for me? I don’t know, I am pretty much not with my mind… I cannot sort out what I wanted to tell…
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