First post in year 2011

So, did not really sense the feeling of being in a new year of 2011. Wish and hope for a better year though…

However… Things not likely to happen… Things around just as worse as before… Maybe it is me after all who creates them?

Yes, I am in debt, big debt shall I say? To my parents and to Peggy. Well, will need to try real hard to pay back all…

One thing I keep telling myself now, maybe if that’s the way for you to care me, then let it be, not that I don’t appreciate, but for me it is being an excuse for you long and long soon enough. I won’t voice out anything again for now, it’s difficult as things not in my control either.

The trip that I wished to be a good turnaround did not work out 100% either… But then still acceptable…

Freedom… Financial freedom… Yea, there is one seemingly opportunity, but I don’t have the budget to risk it either…

Maybe in the end still conclude that I suck… And that she deserves better… Full of love, caring and freedom.

2010 gone… 2011 will I witness its departure in the same old way too?

To all out there, have a happy, smooth, and prosperous year of 2011 with endless joy and fun.