So

Series of post finally reached So. Well, its been long time since last proper post, or maybe I never have proper post since day 1 this blog around :)

 

Firstly, the most recent 8.9 magnitude earthquake and gigantic tsunami that demolished almost whole east coast of Honshu, Japan. That include the crucial capital of Tokyo, to make matter worse is the freezing snowing weather, and now consecutive failure and explosion of nuclear reactor located at Fukujima, which spreads the radioactive horror.

Referring to scenario above, here comes 2 major kind of thoughts.

The first one, many said this is karma… This is what Japan deserves for their past brutality and cruelty during the imperialism era, such as the never forgotten incident of Nan Jing Massacre. For the USA however, none other than Pearl Harbor. And thus, we shouldn’t be kind and aid in Japan during this very dark hour for them.

The second one, what past is past… Japan already received the payback from the earthquake and tsunami. We shouldn’t burn the whole forest for one single corrupted tree.

Whatever it may be, in my opinion… Certainly this is the world, where there is unclear line between right and wrong… Karma or not, if there is this watcher God over in the sky, it is their arrangement, one shouldn’t mention like they made the judgment. A little help or prayers to them is kind of savior and light. It is worth to mention that the attitude of Japanese that maintain calmness even during these situations. Yes, indeed past is past, but past should never be forgotten, it is always a value and lesson. Remember it, not to hide something shameful such as denial of fact, like they didn’t admit they did Nan Jing Massacre, as well as Indonesian who did massacre of Chinese back in their land. Hatred, Terror, and Destruction… This is not what we wanted isn’t it?

And to Korean loser who don’t have culture to be proud of, continue your foolish act to steal others culture of thousand years, continue your trend of plastic surgery, I wonder when can your people face the world with their true face and culture.

And to neighbor North Korea, I see the fun of you backstabbing people with midnight bombing while claims that you didn’t in fact ordered so… And the whole world don’t owe you anything for your country poverty…

 

Secondly, the very own flash back of past experience during my gaming competition years. So there is 2 kind of spectator down there…

One will say “Why is this fella so noob yet he participate? Tak tau malu? Men-siasui-kan saja!”

Another one will say “Well at least this fella has the courage to participate and compete, for this he is one step ahead of me.”

So, kiasu-kia… You may not be worthless… But prove you are worthy by taking the first steps like others do…

“You can live in your own world, you can assume everything… But when one day you know you were wrong, admit and accept the bitter fact that you’ve been running away from fact and assume that you are on top of world while you walking towards the path of defeat.”

 

Yeah, enough of cases and scenarios… Ahhh, how I actually missed the feelings of big top level competition stages… Know of CELGames and WCG during secondary school era, but never thought one fine year of then I managed to enter, and managed to gain and experience what I wanted… If the game trend continues, I wonder will I still be in the first class players group now (Perhaps the weakest within first class group :D)? My good friend critics me, said that I over focus and well learnt in game, and spoiling every fun factor… Well, maybe subject to personality… Given the same level of 2 players, the one with better knowledge and micro wins. You can’t out perform a player that knows every single unit stats (Speed, HP, Turn, Damage) on same level of skills, unless god bless your opponent with a spoiled mouse click.

And stages… Jay Chou THE ERA World Tour… Can’t describe with words, only the live tells everything, to fans, to visitor, to those sore loser who denies Jay Chou… Jay Chou, I am glad that you existed, and that your music accompanied me throughout the years… As a nobody fans to you, I am more than proud to say along with many fans across the globe that I accompanied your 10 years of 1 era too, you won’t fall that easily, we will be seeing your next The Era.

Out from stages, back in reality… Indeed everything can be powerful in proper way and hand, such as blog and music… Can be used as weapon to attack, can be used as attraction… One fine element you must not miss out, classical song, EMO posts, and daily EMO Facebook status of the day. Strangely, you will realize suddenly you have many fans.

And now to even more reality, business… Everything I earned within the period finally is now to zero, used to repay debt to dad. Hope that I still survive and more business and opportunities to come… Yes, maybe I over focus on quality and not price, but I still cost leadership within same categories… Yes, maybe I am over focus on performance and handling etc etc… So I wonder whether comfort saves life, or safety (performance and handling leads to stability and safety)saves life… Who knows if I am wrong that actually boat is safer than cruiser (Yet to ask Mr.Warren)…

Ah… So I officially still nothing but a poor guy? Or even many hated? Oh ya, even Peggy Wong :D, and your fellow friends that used to talk on phone for 2 hours…